Emptiness

When you were so busy, you thought you needed a break
The reality might not be it
Maybe the break you need is not a physical one
There is an emptiness in me
Tried to fill it with different things
Personal, family and friends, activities etc
At the end, it comes to realization
Indeed, there is a longing only God can feel
I know I need to move on
I know I need to start back in doing things
Being free without a goal makes demoralization comes in
Where should I start
Where should I go

There is the answer I always know
Deep down in my heart
The answer is in You Lord
I want to search for You so that I'm found
You are faithful and true
You are my strength and my life
You can change this lump of clay

I surrender to You Lord
I do not know how, but You do
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for never leave me nor forsake me
I hold on to You for who You are