God provides

Jehovah Jireh, My Provider
The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want
His grace is sufficient for me
Do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself

This month, all those verses have become so real to me.
Truly when I am so broke, when I almost lacking,
Somehow, Someone will give me a treat or pay for me
Something will happened that money pump in
I can only marveled at His provision, at His love for me
Thank you Jesus for knowing and taking care of my needs!

I  give thanks to the God Almighty for sending different people and different event to cattle my needs and wants. I have learnt to receive in this Christmas season, and I hope I can give and bless many more others. Because of Him, I can survived till next month salary comes in :)

On top of that, God provides me rest.
"He makes me lie down in green pastures, He leads me beside quiet waters, He refreshes my soul."
Indeed, a short trip with my friends, Chui Theng & Shu Shean @ DESARU really refreshing.
Relax & Relax, Planless as quoted by her.
It is a wonderful and relax trip. Just catching up with my old friends.
Dunno why, I tends to fall asleep when midnight came and didnt have much small talk with them. Sorry T.T
Guess this trip really a time for me to recharge, rejuvenate and refresh.
I like it the most when we just spend most of the time at the beach,
Lying there, facing the ocean, reading book, listening to the ocean.
Wow, that's my dream comes true..
Nothing, just me & God.. and I just enjoy being with Him..
Of cuz, moments with my dear friends just marvelous, spending time together:)

LORD JESUS, I Love you so so much for you have loved me so so so so so much to give me all these and friends to be around!!

Looking back....

As i was reading all my old posts, wow...
I didnt know that i started writing blog since 2007 and all in English!
What happened to me now that I used only Mandarin to blog:P
So, I shall write this post in English once again:)

Thank God for blog that had helped me to keep track of my own timeline. My feelings' timeline. Then I realized how each individual had impacted my life and now sadly some, we lost contact. For those that I still keep touch, I am so grateful that you stay alongside with me through the years:) It is weird to read back whatever I have written, laughing at myself, my childishness at times:P And i came to realize that I have close up myself in writing over the years. My post had became very vague and emotional most of the times. Nevertheless, it is a good reflection to see how my past has been and how I have become today.

Today is a Public Holiday! I enjoyed just staying at home, doing nothing. Hehe, guess I was just too tired previously..
These few days have been a little bit emotional, which help me to discover more about myself. My best friends are leaving KL to somewhere far to work. Suddenly, I feel lonely.. I know my insecurity feelings had come back. Lord, I prayed for Your security to come and I refused to fall back into the lie again. Wish you all the best, my friends! My blessings, my prayers and my loves will be with you. May this friendship can continue to stay in touch even we are miles apart.