心情

yesterday i got a called from my fren.. was once a tuitionmate for half a year.. we became closed after that.. we talked a lot.. heart to heart talk, feel so relieved after talking to her.. i really believe it is not the matter of time that u know the fren, it is the micture of chemistry, the click that makes both person so closed...in life, a lot of things we cant control but to know that our God is in control.. that's matter.. so my fren, hang on and gambate o!!!!

童话.. 当年,光良唱这首歌时, 我就深深的爱上了这首歌.. 这首歌还成为我和我的好朋友的歌呢.. 昨日, 我与她谈起天来.. 发现当我们越来越大时, 很多时候都身不由己..残酷的现实, 把我们儿时的童话给吓跑了.我们谈起这世界是否还有童话吗?还会有童话里的:他们从此过着幸福快乐的日子?? 哦总觉得踏入二十一岁, 童话就离我很远了.. 所以,为了找寻那份童话, 我总爱看有好结局的故事书.. 就连看戏也喜欢看皆大欢喜的戏剧.. 某人说这叫自欺欺人.. 我反而觉得生活已经很少童话了, 所以故事里或戏剧里的好结局能平衡我的心情:p 我们不可以选择生活上的不如意, 但我们可以选择生活上的快乐..

今天, 我收到了一位朋友的讯息.. 他跟我说要好好的休息..我在想.. 想必他一定是读了我的部落格.. 很谢谢他的关心.. 终于.. 今天, 我比较空闲了.. assignments 都赶完了. . 虽然, 下星期有中考.. 但是,至少今天可以放松一下:) 人嘛.. 要好好的奖励自己:p.. 等一会儿, 又要继续的忙下去了.. 然后, 我上网check mail..发现又有另一个朋友送了这首歌给我.. song title: you are loved ( don't give up) by Josh Groban.. 好感动哦..

since so many ppl encourage me, help me, support me.. so, melia wong yuin suen.. gambate la..!!! 黄韵璇, 加油咯!!

our college family day - KAPREZA

yesterday 2pm i reached home and today 930am here im in UKM again:) because i needed to duty in the activity which i involved in the college family day.. i was in charged of the permainan luaran where there will be 6 checkpoints and 3 groups in every checkpoint.. so early in the morning, we went to set up the place.. it's getting hot but overall still ok.. oh.. before that i went to play board games:) though didn't win de.. anyway, just get the fun of it..

this is harn ni, my close fren in college.. always kacau her at her room.. o.. she got second in the pachisi game..

this is yoke luan, my good opposite neighbour..caring and sweet

this is emily tan.. roommate for yoke luan:) very nice and cheerful girl..

this is kang yee.. the only guy in this group.. my kok fren as well:)
thanks for fetching me the other day:)

this is my ketua.. shahrul fatehah.. a very nice leader..

this is theng, my good buddies in UKM..
though under hot sun or rain, still manage finish things together

three of us(theng, shean and me)working on the field and get sun burn.... yet still happily take photos.. 

i thot everything is settle till we have to shift the place to another place.. meaning we have to set it all again.. this time is around 2pm.. wow, wat a big sun and i feel that the sun is burning me off.. shean acc me to buy drinks before we got dehydrate..

this is the heavily rain...

i thot our efforts pay.. however, in God's perfect plan, it rains heavily..like cats and dogs with all the thunder.. and later on, my ketua asked us to move those apparatus in the rain.. ketua and us( me, theng and shean) went under the rain to shift the things..supposedly is not a good task but because we do it together.the togetherness has make me feel happy and willing to do it... of cuz body is wet.. clothes, shoes and socks.. quite yuck, cuz im soaking with water in the shoes..

this is the photo when we already get wet....

but we do have fun under the rain.. then, we change it to indoor.. so we went out to take the apparatus again.. o.. non stop go under rain and din get a chance to change clothes. so, we continue wearing the shirt till the shirt dry, cuz we need to duty.. maybe is really cold with the wind blowing, i eventually shivering there.. one thing that warm my heart is our friendship.. hehe.. if we have trouble, we will bear together:) i got sun burn dy.very tent now... and headache and not feeling well.. i want to thank alice, my roommate again.. when she saw the sun burn on my hands, she without delay, take out a bottle of body lotion and later on help me to apply on it.. that makes me feel better.. thank you roommate, for ur caring and concern..) guess wat.. our post mortem for the day is 230am!!! till 430am while next morning i have 8am class.. this is the latest or the most earliest post mortem i ever had.. i also dunno why they insists of having it while everyone is tired and exhausted..

friends 朋友

我不知道我是否有把这一个看法写在部落格里...没关系, 忽然间很想写下来..

某人说过, 我们的人生犹如巴士路程.. 在每一个巴士站都会有人上车或下车..这就比如我们每个人生的站, 有人会进入我们的人生,有些会下车.. 朋友很少会陪你到最后.. 通常, 陪你到最后的只剩下巴士司机和我而已.. 人生的旅途, 我们的司机就是上帝啊.. 他总是驾着我的人生,引导我, 陪伴我..

那天, 我presentation on friendship, 友谊.. 我说.. 或许有些朋友不会陪我到永远, 或许因为一些原因我们已失去联络..(虽然, 我真的很希望我们的友谊到永远).. 但, 我们过去的一切种种, 那珍贵的友谊, 我将铭记在心里. 每一样事情都已经成为我美丽的回忆, 就因为这些经历, 造就了今天的我.. 我感恩... 感谢上帝派那么多的朋友在我身边..

说真的, 有时会遗憾.. 有些朋友已经不能像以前一样的亲.. 有些已经失去联络.. 但天下哪有不散之宴席.. 有得就必有失..在失去的同时, 我也得到很多.. 在UKM里, 我认识很多新的但很要好的朋友..

我曾说过, 友谊需要很多的时间和爱去经营.. 我真的希望.. 也是我的愿望... 能与我现在拥有的朋友维持友谊到永远...

最近, 比较忙.. 也很迟睡.. 有一段的时间, 差点儿崩溃了.. 好想向爸爸诉苦, 但我一回到家.. 看到了爸爸.. 我爸总是很忙.. 忙生意.. 忙我们.. 像我一通电话, 他就来载我了.. 忙家里.. 家里种的菜, 植物, 鱼 等.. 但他从不怨言也不说累.. 他都撑下去了.. 那我这一点, 算得了什么.. 所以, 我也会加油下去..

i want to thank all my frens.. whether church, uni or ex school frens even my best fren for all ur msgs of encouragement.. it means a lot..it gives me strength.. thank you..now i have to do my assignment lo:)

friends and life

out of busy schedule, would really like to post something and thank my roommate... Alice, thank you so much.. feel so loved when she volunteer to wrap my 3 books which i really going to wrap for like 2 weeks ago.. wanted to but cant find time.. thank you ar....

i think my language of love of receiving will be word and also act of service.. hehe... thanks..

the other day, we have another mug mission to drink rebina with my floormates... and another one with my gang... theng,shean, wan lin and esther..and not forgetting all the way take bus come de Siew Chee..actually i called mug mission because in uni, not many place to yum cha, so we buy some drink then take our own mug and go to someone's room and drink lo...

today, pop quiz for cognitive psychology... the first time.. feel so helpless facing the paper.. some blank.. i know a lot of wrong.. feel down actually.. then emotional for a while.. luckily i able to control my feelings..well, in life.. i guess we just need to know how to deal with all kinds of emotions..

God, i surrender all this to Ur hand and ask God to help me when this situation arises again, u help me to focus back matter at hand and help me to look at the bright side.. help me not to depend my strength but to deny myself, take up the cross and follow u... i admit im weak, but in u, im made strong.. God, i love u and thankful that God u send many people around me that help me..i pray all this in Jesus name, Amen.

Marriage covenant

i have read this article from the book i kiss dating goodbye which really inspire me.

For girls

I have leveled with the girls – from Anchorage to Amarillo

I tell them that all marriages are happy

It’s the living together afterward that’s tough

I tell them that a good marriage is not a gift,

It’s an achievement

That marriage is not for kids. It takes guts and maturity.

It separates the men from the boys and the women from the girls.

I tell them that marriage is tested daily by the ability to compromise.

It’s survival can depend on being smart enough to know what’s worth fighting about.

Or making an issue of or even mentioning.

Marriage is giving – and more important, it’s forgiving.

And it is almost always the wife who must do these things.

Then, as if that were not enough, she must be willing to forget what she forgave.

Often that is the hardest part.

For Guys

Do you know you have asked for the costliest thing

Ever made by the Hand above?

A woman’s heart, and a woman’s life-

And a woman’s wonderful love.

Do you know you have asked for this priceless thing

As a child might ask for a toy?

Demanding what others have died to win,

With the reckless dash of a boy

You have written my lesson of duty out,

Manlike, you have questioned me.

Now stand at the bars of my woman’s soul

Until I shall question thee

You require your mutton shall always be hot,

Your socks and your shirt be whole

I require your heart be true as God’s stars

And as pure as His heaven your soul

You require a cook for your mutton and beef,

I require a far greater thing

A seamstress you’re wanting for socks and shirts – I look for a man and a king

A king for the beautiful realm called Home

And a man that his maker, God

Shall look upon as He did on the first

And say: “It is good.”

I am fair and young, but the rose may fade

From this soft young cheek one day

Will you love me then ‘mid the falling leaves,

As you did ‘mong the blossoms of May?

Is your heart an ocean so strong and true,

I may launch my all on its tide?

A loving woman finds heaven or hell

On the day she is made a bride

I require all things that are grand and true,

All things that a man should be

If you give this all, I would stake my life

To be all you demand of me

If you cannot be this, a laundress and cook

You can hire and little to pay

But a woman’s heart and woman’s life

Are not to be won that way

This article has change my view on marriage and to see myself someone who is very precious.i have learn not to give my heart and life simply to guys unless i believe he is the one....

stress

i'm very stress just now. thank God that my roommate is there.. she helps me in settle some of the things. thank you, alice for helping me in the same time encourage me.. thank you agnes in helping me also.. i have a lot of assignments to rush, presentations and projects to do especially this two weeks.. then i remember what i always say to others. "Always submit yourself to God, pray and ask for God's strength. Because you know you cant do it, that's why when you can achieve it, you know is God and not yourself. then glorify God." is time for me to draw strength from God. cool down and calm down.. find God to help and rest in Him..

hehe.. so late still blog?? i'm still in my very effort of cuz with God's help doing all my things.. now just for me to release some tension here..and then, i have to continue to do la.. gambate!!!!

now back to uni dy.. so many things to do.. meetings.. assignments.. presentations.. i think this is the life of the uni students.. hehe.. while still celebrate CNY... well.. someone say.. work hard.. play harder.. though i don't really agree.. but i believe there is a balance btw play and work...should enjoy.. hehe..

最近,我爱上了去看他的部落格. 因为我觉得他的部落总是写出我的心声,又或者, 让我领悟一些道理. 看他的部落, 让我思考某些问题.. 我曾说过, 我与他蛮相似的.. 都很sentimental..
她在里头有一个部落是写很多的第一次.. 我看了.. 心里挺有感触的.. 但若要我写.. 我在想.. 我还记得吗?? 人生确实有很多的第一次啊...

我曾在我的部落写过, 绿色关系.. 我挺喜欢也很相信绿色关系确实存在的.. 我与她分享, 她给我的回应, 让我思考了一些.. 对, 绿色关系是存在的,但附属一些条件.. 那就是需要双方妥协与维持着,
条件是永不踏入他人的敏感地带.hmm..我觉得她说的蛮对的..每个人都有自己隐私或敏感地带.. 在任何一个关系, 若踏入那地带, 那纯洁,单纯的关系将会变质.. 所以, 我的口头禅.. 认识朋友只需要一分钟,但要维持一段关系例如友情, 却是需要很多的时间,精力...我很庆幸.. 我有很多绿色朋友.. 他们接受我的一切.. 他们了解我.. :)