something to thank God, something to learn

today, Pastor Sylvia Lai sermon brings an impact to me and increases my faith. Romans 10:17 Consequently, faith comes from hearing the message, and the message is heard through the word of Christ. "As a man thinks in his heart, so is he" this is the phrase that she keeps repeating. whatever i think i'm in my heart, then i'm the person. if i think i'm a nobody, failure in my heart then i'm a nobody and failure. whatever i think or my thoughts will limit myself. this will also limit God to do something great in my life. 'Christian life without God is very difficult, but Christian life with God is interesting..." There are 4 things that limit God to do something great in our lives

1. grumbling
2. unbelief
3. lacking of hunger
4. didn't do what God ask

we need to release the limit in our mind in order to be used mightily by God. i think from this day onwards, i have to change my mindset in believe in God totally and do not limit Him. His way is above my way and i have to learn to surrender to Him and trust in Him. i have learnt to ask and believe by faith. He hears us and He wants to bless us so much. at night, we celebrate grandmother birthday. happy birthday, po po.. thank you for raising us up and thank you for all the care and love you pour out throughout my growing years. even since i was 2 till 18 years old, u look after my meals, clothing and etc.. though u didn't stay with us now, but i will forever remember what u did in my life. u are always so humble, always learning and always do things by urself and try not to depend on others..thank you for showing a good example..thank you po.. love ya..

the one on my left is po po and right is my mom.. dad always say if u wanna know how i look like when i'm old, look at my parents.. haha.. this is the first picture with my popo..

mission trip sharing

The church we are partnering with UPC (Unity Presbyterian Church). This is my second time to join mission trip however this time is a bit different from the previous mission trip. This is because I managed to complete this mission trip unlike the previous one. This mission trip gathers 14 of us from different universities of Malaysia and I only started to join them at phase 2. I thank God that He brings us together and we are able to link to one another at the first day. With God’s love that binds us together, we are able to work together and love one another. Then, we started a series of activities led by Pei Kin. We went to various places where we can have a big crowd to distribute our fliers and also to share the gospel when opportunity arises. I have truly learnt that faith is the key word of what we are doing. By faith, we walk into the crowd and hand them the fliers. By faith, we shared the gospel and surrender the outcome onto the Lord. By faith, we led people to Christ. By faith, we show our loves and cares to the strangers. I felt timid at first to approach the strangers. A lot of questions keep bothers my mind such as what would they view me as and will they reject me. Of course throughout this journey, I face a lot of rejection but at the end, I have learnt to surrender to God the result and just do my best in whatever God calls me to do. I have learnt to die to self, take up the cross and follow Jesus. This has given me strength and boldness to approach strangers and to have the urge to share Christ to them because I can see the compassion from God towards them. Thank God that I have share Christ to a young guy though he haven’t accept Jesus into His heart but I can see that he truly felt Jesus’s love in his life. I pray and continue hoping that by faith, one day he will become the follower of Christ. Besides, daily devotion, group devotion, prayer and fasting have really helped me in facing our daily obstacles. We will do devotion together in the morning which prepares me and gives me strength. I have learnt from others team members sharing and get encouraged by different one of them. Through prayer and fasting, we can really get close to God and from there, we hear God. Though sometimes we are tired or fear of rejection, God is faithful and just in comforting us and give us the energy to goes on. I believe it is when we seek God that God is found and He will pour down His favors unto us and His peoples. I really want to thank each and every of the team members. Thank you for all their support, all their love and care and their trust towards me. It is not easy to live together under one roof since we are from different background. However, by God’s grace and His loves that we are united together and that we encourage one another to continue to fulfill The Great Commission. I feel so loved by them and because of them that I’m able to do what I need to. I thank you for the Children Sunday School which I’m in charge of that it went smoothly. I thank you for all my teammates that have given me full support and had made it a success. I’m very happy to see all the children enjoy it and learnt that Jesus is the only superhero in our lives. I pray this message will they carry through their life. I rejoice for I see the passion in the Church youth that they are willing to help in this event and they really enjoy it. I hope they will continue to serve in God's kingdom.

I feel so honored to be able to be a part of this mission for God. Whatever I have learnt and experience in Johor will I bring it back to my university and my hometown and continue to be a salt and light for Christ.

this is the whole team members with Rev Julie Sim

our supper at mamak there..our mission:roti prata

us eating at reunion cafe:)

pretty gals in mission trip

these are the girls in the mission trip. 9 of us a big thank you to them who care and love me.

感想

有些朋友说我很严肃
有些却说我没有一刻正经
有些说我讲个不停
有些却说我很安静

我曾经怀疑我是否有分裂症
感谢上帝让我现在能够接受我自己

有时在某个环境,喜欢很吵闹
有时却喜欢安静的听朋友在一旁哈拉
有时在工作时或某些场合,我需要严肃
有时在自在时,却可以哈哈大笑,讲个不停

所以, 圣经说的对,凡是都有它的时间
朋友啊,请接受这样的我
我可以安静,也可以很吵闹
我可以严肃,也可以很爱玩

最近,想了某些事情
朋友们都说
我太乖了,时常去哪里都要爸妈的允许
朋友们都说
为什么我不能晚上出去,而且要早回
朋友们都说
为什么时常去找我,我却不能出去找他们
朋友们都说
为什么我总是有这么多的界限,范围
朋友们都说
你这个人未免太闷了,时常做一样的事情

其实
当我越长越大时,我真的觉得家人为我实在做太多了
他们总是放手去做我想的事情,却总是担心我
以前,我时常出去, 却不知父母背后的担心,害怕
所以,长大总是会为自己设定界限
并不是父母不给(可能有时候是他们不给的)
而是我觉得既然他们相信我,我就不要滥用他们对我的信任
回家的时间,我觉得11/12点真的很晚了,他们会担心,所以总是想在那之前赶回来
有时,喜欢叫朋友来我家
因为想要让他们知道谁是我的朋友,好让他们放心
也是因为在家,他们看到我,至少他们会安心一点
有时,因为某些原因不能太放纵
因为我必须顾虑很多,有很多前因后果.

我知道
我这样会使到朋友们很扫兴
但是
我真的希望能为这个家做些什么,
能让他们至少别太担心我了
也能让上帝和他们以我为傲
我还在改变中...

food poisoning

i'm back.. from johor to kl.. i really had a great experience in johor, which will update in the latter post.on the way back, i vomitted and once reach home.. vomit and diarrhea.. so, the conclusion is food poisoning. recall back, morning i drank milo and ate 2 hot dog bread. definately not because of milo, must be the hot dog bread. together janice and i bought hot dog bread, she ate one while i ate two. she had diarrhea once but since i ate double, i had at least 4 times..i therefore announce.. never eat hot dog bread again....

o.. thank God that it is after mission trip only happen, reach home, just lie on bed and to toilet. all i eat or rather say drink on the first day is only 3 spoons of oak drink. i cant even drink milo or eat anything. feel so weak and so suffering, din have a good sleep at night also.. thank God for family.. they came in and out of my room and see how am i..

the second day feel better yet very weak, don't have strength to walk around or do something. so sleep and sleep..all i eat the second day is only milo and 1/4 of bread.

here comes the third day, i thank God that i'm getting much better. recovering very soon. these two days didn't eat anything.. today, also dun have the appetite to eat.. hope i can recover asap ba..

on mission now

here i am in johor now :) continue to uphold me and my team in prayer ba.....

mission trip

in a few hours time, i will be departing to Skudai, Johor.. i will be there with the Campus Life Crusade (CLC) till 25th of may.. my parents are super worried..because recently a lof of cases happened in Johor..but i believe the one who sent me, the one who is in me is greater that he who is in the world.. therefore, i shall go by faith.. do pray for us for safe journey there and also for the people to open their heart to the gospel.. all prayers are appreciated...take care

my first car accident

my first car accident happened on
8th may 2009
time : 7 : 30pm
place: in front of desa aman
car: proton saga and myvi

i had to admit is my wrong and none of his fault. i'm very sorry for what had happened. thank God for daddy.. he helped me to settle the whole thing and now it is settled... thank you for friends for all of the concern.. it means a lot to me...

genting trip

on the 5th may itself... straight after exam.. i went up to genting.. actually my course trip is on 6th may but mom has extra rooms on the 5th night so ask me to go a day earlier.. because dun wan to be alone, so i asked wan see, my best fren to go up genting with me.. actually supposedly have more friends to go up with but they have things to do so left her lo... 婉希，是我最好的朋友．我们整整认识了８年多了吧！第一次认识她时, 我想...我和她都没有想过会有这么的一天我们变成那么要好得朋友.. 我们同坐在一起四年, 高三时,虽然不同学校但是补习总是坐在一起.. 我想是习惯了吧! 习惯了有她在身旁的日子... 我们俩其实是完全不同类型的人..我喜欢的, 她并不喜欢..他喜欢的,我并不喜欢.. 但,我们却能做这么多年的好朋友...当然, 这几年的时间, 有甜酸苦辣的日子..我们都一一走过了.. 靠着彼此的爱,信任,体谅. 包涵..我很感谢上帝把她带入我的生命里, 让我的生命变得多姿多彩..感谢她为我做的一切. 她的人很单纯,很善良,很有天分,漂亮..... 这一次去云顶, 我做了许多人生第一次的事情..

第一次与她去旅游 第一次看半夜看戏 第一次陪她逛街, 买衣服 第一次我们都异口同声说那件衣服好看 第一次我拍了那么多的照片 第一次我们一起去打机 第一次我们一起打保龄球 第一次我和她买了同样size的衣服(这是她最高兴的一点:P) 第一次一起吃晚餐 第一次和她坐monorail (caterpillar)

我们共渡的晚餐..她请我吃..一个不怎么好吃的面+薯条+咖啡 = RM 27++想必她心疼了.. 哈哈..但是其实她也有在吃:p 吃完后, 我们便道出走走, 吹下凉风...

这是在上电梯是拍的

这--在highland hotel拍的 我们买了1:30am 半夜场 sniper movie 的票根..

戏还没开始, 我们就把它吃完了:p

3:30am 戏就完了.. 回到房间,我们继续谈天直到4点多吧.. 那么的累了,还是要拍照:p

6/5/09 原本是想要起身看日出的, 但是我们俩都是睡觉高手...
根本起不来.. 所以,差不多9点多才醒过来

这是我们丰富的早餐.. 可惜并没有milo ...

吃饱后, 我们便到处走走, 逛街, 买衣服.. 一起试衣服...

第一次买一样的衣服..我第一件黑色有领的衣服( 除了mickey以外)

第一次与她乘搭"毛毛虫的火车"

我们在first world hotel 前面, 然后希就一人搭车下山.. 

6:45pm看着巴士慢慢的驶开,才明白什么是依依不舍了...

虽然只有短短的两天一夜, 但是我真的很开心...那两天,自己时常在傻笑..笑..因为真的很开心..或许与好朋友在一起,总会有这种感觉吧.. 这一切,我都会收藏在我的美好记忆箱里... 愿你所说的.. 希,愿我们的友谊长久:) 珍惜你--婉希 接下来...genting part 2是我们筹备已久的pt...psychology trip...婉希走后, 我正式的加入这个trip...

这是我的roommates:) 颖怡和李韵

我们在云顶为着五月和六月生日的coursemate 庆生... 

xue ni, qin yi and en wan--the youngest of all :)

all the pretty psychology gals

what are we doing??? choosing the best seat in cinema..we watch x-men wolverine origin..

very nice show... after the show, is about 1++am.. yet we are too energetic and wanted to snap some photos as evidence of us here in first world:P o ya.. 

all together 10 gals and 3 boys in this trip...2 were not psychology course -夏源和文发

photos in the lift....so pack... like sardin:P

we had a pillow talk that night...oops i mean mid night.. this is the session which i enjoy the most.. is really a good time that we know each other better...we chat till almost 6am le.. what i have learn is that

1. accept ourselves as who we are for God makes us so..
2. embrace the past, because is the past that make us who we are today..
3. we are never alone, because God sent us friends around..

香槟--干杯吧!!!

7/5/09 第二天, 我们十一点多就check out le..临走前,在拍一张....

我们的午餐--上巴士前

在缆车的时候

第一次与coursemates一起旅游.. 感觉真的蛮爽的..很开心能进一步的更了解每个人..我们终于有个共同的回忆了.. 真的是个快乐的旅途..愿我们来临的两年,会有更多的pt....让我们一起度过这难忘的大学时期.. 大学因为有你们, 让我的大学生涯过得不一样...我也相信, 就算再苦, 因为有你们一起陪伴,都会撑下去的.. :) 加油..加油!!

last day in my room....B1108

5 may... the last paper for my final exam.. cant wait... 4 may when i went back hostel, just realize that my roommate has already packed her luggage to stay outside.. after today, i have to say bye bye to my room (B1108) dy.. kinda miss this room.. so fast.. a year had passed.. refreshing all the memories with this room and my roommate..and all the memories with my floormates...i truly miss them and miss the times together.. this room has become my second home for the past a year... though small, but warm...with my roommate,Alice Pang Siew Ling..

this is roommate, siew ling and me.. isn't she pretty, cute and lovely??

i thank God for my roommate, thank God for all my neighbours who had helped me and accompany me to go through this year with me.. from a stranger to become friends... i appreciate all of you.. will definately miss the time together.. 

this is our floormates.. 11 of us..wonderful and sweet people...
i hope.. next sem we can be floormates again :)

this is my room...our tables... that is how big our room is...
 

 my bed and my wardrobe... this is my table...neat and tidy:P

this is my roommate table and her notice, her beloved bed and her wardrobe... 
she has more things than I'm..  

last exam paper....

tomolo is my last paper.. statistics.. obviously starting last tuesday, i already no mood to study dy.. what i do is stay in room the whole day.. and watch drama, online.. and sleep... what a life to live...

now, my mind actually wonder to plans after exam... cant wait to finish exam... so tonight must at least study and study for the last paper... jia you!!!

and ps: since u all so concern for my love life, haha... if i really find one, i will let u know ba... if that time i still remember la.. haha...