a conversation with Daddy

Daddy,

I always know this fact...

however... today it just dawn upon me that i can make plans all i want, but at the end is You who can make it happen and decide which to happen.

I always say.. daddy, i surrender to You, You are the Lord of my life..

but i didn't expect You to come in to my life anytime, i didn't let You to intervene in my life, i didn't allow you to change my plans..

I'm sorry.. Daddy, I am sorry.. when my action and my thoughts are not the same..

Daddy, i don't want You to spank me but i'm procrastinating again..

I know..i have to do, i need to do my work...

Daddy, walk with me and give me strength and boost me up...

Daddy, i just love to cling on You..

Daddy, i love You...

感想

今天的月亮虽不是满月，但都很明亮。。

而月亮无论多明亮，身边永远都能看到星星。。

我曾说

我是那星星。。无论你看到那星星与否，我都会一直在。。

但是原来我有时我会很渴望成为你看到的星星。。。

想要被注视～

哈哈。。

渴望成为被人呵护，被人捧在手心的那一位，不用我说都能知道我想要什么，我希望什么。。愿意等我，接受我。。

*看起来只有主耶稣能完全符合这条件:P

2010-2011

holiday ends.. starting my final year final sem le..

this holiday as i said..

relax.. doing nothing..

year end holiday is also celebrating my birthday..

i thank you for many many frens that celebrated my day..making my day so special..

thank you for my family though just normal celebrating but i got a key!! hehe

thank you wan see for celebrating with me on the exact day...

thank you for the church youths, thank you agnes and wai han, eliza, siew wah and sook leng and pui yen for celebrating my day in different ways and days

thank you for many many msgs and calls...

thank you for presents from different one of you..

ok... marching into 2011..

at first din feel much...but slowly i feel....

i'm going to be 23 this year!! 23!! to think that i have left school in 2005 is 6 years ago!!

to think that im going to graduate this year le..

to think that so many of the younger ones i know have grown, go to secondary school, go to uni etc..

to think that... where im suppose to head to after graduation?

to think that a lot of of the memories.. how we met.. how we go thru so many years..

i start to feel old le.. a bit la... haha.. or mentally a bit feel old/mature...

after a year.. wat i have changed?

i did changed... here there..

firstly, my hair is short le.. desperately waiting to get longer..

personality wise.. i have change from S I (phleg and san) to S C (phleg and mel)

o no... y? i dun like it....but i do notice of the change...

emotion wise.. i slowly feel.. i a bit weird dy...

insecure..secure.. dunno should i how..a bit close up to self..a bit quiet yet can be so noisy suddenly..seems normal yet confuse.. seems to get yet no.. i think i think too much.. maybe i should learn.. to submit..

spiritual wise.. this year will be a transition for me.. praying and seeking for wisdom...

this year...2011..

setting new goals... setting new purpose... planning..

Jeremiah 29:11

For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

claim His blessings, claim His promises...

i know.. i know..

is time for me to live by faith... time to live.. time to live for God and for myself...