他- - 姚子望

看来大家真的很想知道他是谁.... 我也要谢谢你们大家的关心, 但是告白应该是不可能的... 她--姚子望 其实是台湾偶像剧 (敲敲爱上你) 故事里的女主角.. 我喜欢他在戏里面的个性..喜欢他那不屈服,不放弃的精神, 凡事都冷静的去面对, 除了对爱情... 她本人是怎样的人,我并不很清楚, 只是喜欢她在这部戏里演的那个角色.. 为什么大家都会认为子望是个男的呢?? :D 哈哈...

这就是姚子望

我喜欢他....

最近, 我发现了他的存在...

当我看见他时,我并没有太大反映..
他的外表蛮好看的..
但吸引我的是他的个性..
虽然外表很冷漠,总是武装他自己...
但心里却是一个很好的人..很有礼貌
对人,总是那么的热心
虽然家庭背景是他无法改变的事实,
但他总凭着自己的能力,勤劳的去面对

天啊.. 我真的很欣赏他 --子望

hurdle and 4 x 100m relay

yesterday, while i was online, one of my students msn me and ask me how is my sister(my younger sister, manda).. at that moment, i was puzzled, with a lot of question marks on top... i was like thinking.. er.. i was away for a week.. what happened??? then she further said that my sister fall during the 跨栏hurdle event. (then only i.. ting...remember is sport days yesterday for my sister school) when i heard that, i was kinda worry and called my sister that night..to see how is she.. then she told me the whole story of how she feel and she felt..

my sister participate in the hurdle event and she felt nervous before the event start. a lot of courage needed actually.. so she failed to jump across the first one and she hurt herself yet she continue on to finish the event.. then straight after that, she had to run for the 4 x100m, a lot of people asked whether she can or not.. she said ok.. and she ran... though she was injured badly and sprain her arm yet she continue running.. and her team won!!!! i feel so proud of my sister.. her sportsmanship really amazed me... and that day i called my brother again and he said that she injured quite badly.. but i think she feel proud of the injury:)

this reminds me in my past days.. i was sort of an athlete in school during my primary, secondary school.. i remember once i join hurdle event or give it a try.. wow.. is not that easy.. maybe i dun have the faith to jump over.. always fear that i cant.. and if i fall.. it really hurts.. then i said to myself.. no second time.. so really look up my sister to take this challenge
i remember there is this once.. 4 x100m relay, i was the first baton runner.. i ran too fast, that i cant stop and i tripped and fall on my second baton runner. can u imagine at that moment, the whole field was shocked include me and her.. by the time i got up and she continue to run, my team was left behind.. i feel so guilty... from the first just now till last, yet my teammates never give up and keep running.. at the end, guess what, we won third.. though just third place but i will never forget this race... we run as a team.. we bear the consequences as a team.. thank God that my teammates din scold me:P

i enjoy running particularly.. i start running when i was standard one.. representing my house and standard 5/6 represent school.. then in secondary school... but i only run 100m or the more 200m.. dun have the stamina.. haha..

i hardly talked about my little sister.. but today.. suddenly miss her a lot.. actually when i look at her, i saw my past.. my stubbornness, my hurts... haha.. that's why we always quarrel.. i always feel sorry for her.. because i think my elder sister and i had given her a lot of pressure and burden, not that we pushed her, just that when people know us, then they will expectations on my sister also... i suffered that when i was young,i dun wish to see her going through that also. i hope she can stand up from our shadow one day, where she be herself and shine brightly... she has a beautiful look.. and lots of enthusiams.. she has a lot of talent and good quality... i pray.. God you will continue to look after her and guard her alot.. mold her to be someone that you want.. may God , you use her in her life...

take care, my little sister.. love you lots...

my precious left ear

today is the third day that i hear echo voice on my left ear... compare to the first day, i feel much ok.. maybe start to adapt though it is still not comfortable.. just imagine every voice u heard plus echo.. couldn't hear things clearly this few days.. and yesterday i went to a noisy place.. woh.. it really hurt my ear.. and i wish i can shut my ear that time.. haha..

i began to appreciate more of my ears.. to be able to hear clearly.. sometimes or most of the times i take it for granted.. but is good also.. now, i learn to hear and listen to people more attentively, more focus.. learn not to talk so much (cuz i hear my own echo that's very weird, so rather keep quiet)..and learn to hear using one ear... hehe..

hope it will recover fast:) today went to pusat kesihatan to check my ear.. she said everything is fine.. maybe internal problem gua..and guess what.. she gives me ubat tahan muntah.. hmm.. i wonder what is it for?? should i eat as obedient to the doc??
praying for healing :)

缅怀

today when i read newspaper, i accidentally saw this column..

it is actually a group of frens write their heart felt feelings towards this friend of theirs who had pass away for five years.. it is quite touching to read what they have written. they said they miss her and always thought of her in their lives.. quite sweet huh...

death ends a life, not a relationship...

i wonder... will people still think of me or remember after i pass away for five years?? or more??

回忆

回忆

如果是痛苦的, 为什么还要忆起??
如果是美好的, 为什么会忘记??

我们总是记得痛苦的, 很少... 很少... 会记得开心的,忘记痛苦的...

人.. 总是不满足现况...

学会放手, 学会放开
才会得到真正的自由

若手握紧,我们拿到的只是拳头那么多
若手放开,我们拿到的是天空那么宽...

忽然间的有感而写....

marathon... sushi

2 tim 4:7 "i have fought the good fight, i have finished the race, i have kept the faith." yesterday at 750am, i start the marathon of 11km.. organized by BHp petrol - the orange run.. running around the Damansara area.. through out the journey, i kept running and walking.. there are times i wonder when will i reach.. there are times i wonder can i last.. so long.. 11km.. thank God that He sustain me through out.. in this marathon, i have learnt..

1. everyone will have their different speed in doing things.. some slow, some fast.
2. at the end, you will be running the race alone.. with God.. maybe some friends will acc you for a distant but not through out the journey..
3. when you have the goal in mind, you will run towards it.
4. i might not see the finish line, but God sent someone to encourage you along the way that i'm reaching the line..
5. sometimes we need to stop to recharge, like drinking revite:P

at the end.. 915am, i reach the line.. i hour and 25 minutes.. around there.. feel so exhausted.. hehe.. finally i have run the marathon and finish it.. together with deniece, joye, jin shyan, leonard, caleb,jonathan, mei mei, lai tee, xin yi and me.. at the end, all of us very tired.. and today all the muscles aching.. very pain.. hardly walk..haha.. but is really a good experience..

the photo taken after the run.. jin shyan, deniece, mei mei

this time is jin shyan, deniece and me... mei mei is the camera gal:)

then went all the way to Selayang...to witness wai han baptism... though i miss the part.. but really happy for her that she had baptise.. at 130pm im at church.. yesterday was EAster day.. how can i not be in church?? hehe.. thank God for His presence throughout the event. dunno how i did but it doesn't matter.. because at the end what concern most is whether God presence is there or not.. today after the class...michelle, en wan, patrine and me went to eat sushi king.. hehe.. thanks to Grace for the card that we can eat all the sushi with only RM2 per plate.. we ate almost 20 plates.. wow..so full.. so nice.. hehe.. really had a good time eating.. this week is study week.. really had to study lo.. gambate ba....

心情

最近,
我
喜欢沉默
喜欢在家
喜欢独自做我想的事情
喜欢无所事事

最近,
我好像变成了一只刺猬
逃避现实的残酷
回到童话的世界

韵璇,
是时候长大了
去面对现实
但依然存有盼望
盼望在上帝那儿
保持着那份的爱
为神而活得精彩
继续相信爱
继续相信友谊

加油咯,
韵璇

my thoughts..

another busy week..

saturday 4/4/09

today is my ko-k bowling stimulation.. where we need to organize the bowling tournament.. we did the preparation way ahead of time.. however still there is some problems occur during that day.. Nevertheless, give thanks to the Almighty God who is forever faithful that all problems are able to solve and there is electricity thru out..thank you Agnes for finding me the teams to play.. know some good friends who is friendly and kind.. this is a testimony which i really want to give all credit to God.. actually i was short of 4 teams.. by God's grace able to find 2 still left 2.. is already friday 10pm still left two teams.. i prayed.. and believed by faith that God byHis grace, He will supply.. thanks to God for Agnes and frens... really thankful..

finally the tournament is over. just rushing for the report now..
after the tournament, i do dd with zhi zhen and jin shyan.. is another bonding time and enjoyable time..able to share and talk and together memorize scripture:)

sunday 5/4/09

today is Deniece Chong Sue Yuen birthday!!!!!!!!!happy 20th birthday!! welcome to the 20th world and say bye bye to teenage life ba... morning went to attend church service then later afternoon attend dating seminar by Pastor Victor.. is a very interesting topic.. after that, we eat dinner together with pastors,florence, rachel and of cuz birthday girl.. i like what is in the seminar..that is

LOVE SPELLED TIME... RELATIONSHIP SPELLED TIME

time is the main ingredient in a relationship.. i like spending time with those whom i love.. so, today, very happy to spend time eating dinner with them.. thank you pastor noah for your advice and time.. thank you rachel.. i owe you two..thank you for being a sister and a cell leader to me which has always warm my heart.. thank you deniece for being who you are and being a blessing to me..thank you florence for your patience, love and your listening ear for me thru the ears.. appreciate it.. of cuz.. thank you pastor victor and pastor kelly for being the best spiritual parents to me:) i have a wonderful day..

when i come back, connaught high way was really superly jam..i was stucked for half an hour.. the accident was terrible.. anyway, reach home faster bath then back to UKM again.. i feel so sorry to my parents that every week without failed, they have to purposely drive me home then drive me back to UKM.. each journey always take an hour and plus petrol fee and toll fee.. looking at their tiredness, i really hope not to trouble them.. i feel so touch for their act.. feel so touch for their love and faithful.. im grateful.. forever grateful to have them as parents.. they always give the best to me.. thank you God for my parents..i pray that they are always healthy and have the joy in the Lord..

最近这两天, 我的情绪蛮低落.. 别问我为什么,因为本身也不太清楚..今天早上,在教堂里,我哭了..还哭了蛮长的时间..昨晚,我也是哭了.. 上帝, 我祈求你聆听我的祷告, 赐我力量.. 我为着我的家人来祷告.. 上帝,你是我们的供应者..有你在,我们并不缺乏.. 所以,我将一切叫托给你. 这样祷告,乃是奉主耶稣基督得胜的名, 阿门..