plans of holiday part 2

I'm back from Kluang!!!!!!!! hehe.. have been busy after i come back so no time to update my blog.. yup... Kluang.. in Johor... i have been there 3 times dy... hehe.. cuz my spiritual parents is there :D this time we go there, is for retreat... o... i like retreat.. just so relax and refresh ourselves there.. unlike camp.. no rushing.. slow and easy.. yup on the 13 nov, we depart and reach there around 3 something or 4 something. cannot remember dy lu.. i enjoy sitting in rachel's car.. haha.... with my little meline... and we stayed at oasis covenant there.. last time i also stay there de:)

18 of us.. from Cheras to Kluang...

then we watched 2012... is very nice show... we sit the 2nd row in front of the cinema.. 2012 is really quite a nice show despite the noise of the little boy behind us... it makes me wonder... if the end of the world is now, will i run?? or will i just sit there and wait to die?? i dunno... but i was quite touched for the humanity character being shown there... can see some ppl selfish, saving their own lives only.. can see some ppl give up their own lives for the lives of others.. i remember in the bible, those who gives up their lives for my sake, will live... details of it, i will further elaborate:P then eat.. hehe.. basically kluang trip is eat... we eat the dry beef noodle, wet beef noodle, kluang railway coffee, pizza hut and etc.. all of the food.. is super............NICE.... hehe... though i dun fancy beef.. but this two beef noodle is quite nice de... the second day, we went to conquer Gunung Lambak.. i remember few years back, i climb up to the top before.. but is with blind folded, legs being tied, hands tied.. i mean each person in a team each has one 'defect'.. it is really a cool experience and take us around 4 hours to conquer that.. this time, with my youths... we conquer the hill in 3 hours.. of cuz... hiking is never easy but i do learn alot throughout the journey...

conquering Gunung Lambak

~hiking is like life.. u will have to walk alone... but there are times ppl will give u a hand to help u to go up, when ppl offer u the hand, u must trust him/her.. then with full strength, go up to the next level there are times, u need to hold the branches... which is things in life... u need to depend on mechanics.. like computer, IT gadgets and so on... in life, u need one another to reach to the top... u cant walk up to the top just u alone without friends and stuff to lean on... most of all, u need to depend on God in your every move.. u might not know where u are, u feel tired.. feel like giving up.. cant see where is the finishing line/the top... that's when u need God to refresh you and start trusting Him and leaning on Him.. when u reach the top, u will only spend a short period of time then u have to go down.. success will not last long.. success is not a destination but a journey/process.. when we are going through life, we need to be alert of our every step... alert of the surrounding, the marks..that will lead us safely... and ya... i got bitten by leech without me knowing at my foot.. the leech suck the blood until it was so full and decide to come out.. and my blood continue to bleed nonstop for another hour... sigh... my blood waste in vain:P this is the second time of the leech bite me and it seems... the same place.. not sure.. thanks to all my bro and sis take care of me and ensure the bleeding stop.. hehe..

the evidence of leech biting.. and thank God it stops bleeding :D

join the youth group in Agape Presbyterian Church... is good to meet some of the youths there and met back one of my friend there... then go to Agape Shelter Home.. there i met a girl named Mei San... very cute and sweet girl.. din manage to talk long with her... but i will continue to uphold her in prayer.. there, i realise how fortunate im.. how blessed im.. to have a family who loves me, who provides and everything i will not be lacking.. Thank You God for all this....

all these are shelter home children and us :)

praying for mei san

o ya.. at Pizza Hut, i celebrated my 21st birthday for the 3rd time.. this celebration is quite meaningful as my spiritual parents is around... and is quite 'surprise' for me la.. i feel so loved by my church youths and esp my spiritual parents.. for the cake, for the gift and esp... the love and prayer they can every give to me... i believe in prayer of blessings.. im so honored that my spiritual parents prayed for me.. for my 21st birthday... a gateway to enter adult hood...

me and baby Gianna celebrating our birthday.. can u imagine... 19 years apart..

my spiritual parents prayed for me...

basically that is my kluang trip.. im able to refresh myself.. regenerate after the stressful exam.. able to spend more time with my youths and get to know them better.. able to spent time with my spiritual parents:) then 16 nov i thot i can be at home to clean up my room, but........... i have to go to office to help mom and then to do passport.. im going to Pulau Phuket on the 22nd of nov to 26th nov on cruise.. is a family trip... that means... im celebrating my 21st actual day on cruise... not in kl :) im happy to have family and wan see to celebrate with me:D 17th nov, went out with agnes and han... but half way, being called by mom to come back office to help her in something... nothing significant but just enjoy spending time together...with the sushi and steak...:) feel so loved by them... in many ways of they blessing me in my life... thanks for willingly acc me back office:)

thanks for everything :)

18th nov.... finally.......finally... im home.... home the whole day.. haha... so after my usual habit... i start to clean my room.. wipe, clean, sweep and mop... take out all the things and put it back...rearrange... wow.. is really tiring...but satisfying.... after a long day... still... i left the wardrobe haven clean yet... and also the fan and toilet.. next time only clean ba:P haha... my flu and cough got worsen due to the dust.... o.... i dun wan to get sick.... i really like my room now..

my present... few years back... and i still keep it... hehe...

19th nov... going out with wan see and agnes to celebrate wei mun's birthday today din really goes well as mom suddenly ask me back to office to do something.. i really have to thank wei mun, wan see and agnes for understanding and really so love me... they purposely go back office, waited for me to finish mom's things... sorry ya wei mun that u cant eat ur sushi buffet... sorry ya wan see for u all the way to one U and purposely come back sorry ya agnes that things does not goes as it should be... guilty guilty guilty... somemore they have to assured me... pai seh la... after that 6 something fetched agnes back dy... we are on our way to full house... at 牛车水..dunno where is it.. we got lost.. and finally i called pastor noah.. and he saved our lives and petrol:P Rupa-rupanya i went there before.. a bit za dao.. that i dunno that is actually 牛车水... and full house is not really what we expected to be.... but did spent some moments there:)

the birthday girl.. sorry.. a bit blur...

three of us at full house there...

wahaha.... tomolo going out.. again.. and sat... and sun im on cruise dy..... will update the part 3 very very soon.. till then... see ya...

declaring holiday!!!!!!

hahahahaha.... im now in holiday dy!!!!!! forgetting the fact that i dun really know how to do last paper.. forgetting that how come is so hard.... forgetting the exam..... result.. just leave it till december only worry.. haha haha.. here im for holiday... which i waited super long..... im so happy... once come out of exam, i literally feel the relief in me... finally.... then my coursemates...13 of us is going to stay overnight at my house... attendies: theng, shean, qin yi, en wan, grace, sharon, wan lin, esther, siew chee, kelly, lee yin, lee fan and me... our plan: a) pasar malam b) look up point c) home d) LCCT e) eat breakfast f) home sweet home i feel this time, though not everyone can make it but majority:D is so fun to celebrate after exam with them... we have 4 cars driving back to my house, and i lead the way.. so yeng... a bit like u know getting married those 'brothers' car.. haha.. thanks to shean, theng and qin yi for driving... then we go pasar malam... just to makan and makan and makan... of cuz.. did buy something also.. sweaty but is fun... then around 10pm, we go to look up point.... not forgetting on the way we stop by CC a while.. for someone erm hem.. haha.. then to look up point.. i believed everyone like the view there.. haha.. and we able to see Petronas Twins Tower getting dimmed..

the nice KL view

my drinks

some photo sessions...

night view..with them.. though cant see the view behind..

there, i have my first celebration of 21st birthday... is a surprise.. thanks ya my coursemates!!!!! so sweet of u all still remember.. even is weeks ahead.. theng and me 21st birthday celebration

theng and me with 2 cheese cakes...

group photos....

we took quite a few photos and enjoying the night view there till 12++..... then head to my house.... because of 13 of us.. we take turns to bath... thank God for our house have 3 bathrooms to bath.. then at the same time, we talk and chatting...resting... when everyone finish bathing.. is dy 2something in the morning... then is pillow talk... the part which i enjoy the most... din talk long and much... haha..because everyone is quite tired after the exam.. and also.... shean is driving sharon to LCCT...with me, en wan, theng and kelly in the car... need to mention here... shean is so yeng lo... so sporty... to drive there and able to reach there on time for sharon.. really look up to her.. 超帅的haha..

this is cool cool shean just wake up from 1 hour sleep

it is my very first time so early acc friends to LCCT de le... then we reach back home at 630am... o...truly is tired.. but is fun!!! then continue talking till i sleep.. and 9am.. wake up dy.. sending off some of them back to ukm... then left some of us to eat breakfast...

our breakfast

and everyone depart to their various destination...

bye bye....

hehe.. quite nice to spent the night and day with all you psykids... i really have much fun....hope we have more PT to come ya.... and i ly sleep at 2pm... for few hours to recharge myself... and here im online... yeah!!!! wat a celebration to end exam.. 超爽的... tomolo 10am im going to Kluang, Johor for a camp..... and coming back on the 15th!!!!

events before holiday starts....

actually 5 nov i did went back home even still got exam on the 6th...
this because is my beloved sister birthday..
so yup.. come back for her..thanks to agnes for fetching me all the way...
then fetch me back on the 6th....

then 6th after exam, i go eat dinner with mei ling.
we go makan at wan zai there... spent time just to talk...
then go a lil shopping.. hehe and thanks for the cake..
im really surprise by it....
then at night, parents come and i pindah everything back to home..
bye hostel.. see ya next sem...

mei ling,
u are indeed a blessing in my life.
ur care and love never failed to lift me up..
never failed to change my perspective in certain areas..
u always direct me back to God..
thank you mei ling.. for affirming me.. never give up on me.. always love me..
thank you for all the times that u willing to spent on me.
times that u willing to lend me listening ears..
u are somehow having the characteristic that i can trust u and just blotted my burdens and worries..
thanks a lot for wat u have done in my life.. really appreciate it...
take k and love ya...

on the 7th nov, i went with my youth to pj.. to canaan land..
and bought my devotion book for next year.. yeah!!!
and is my first time drive them to pj.. din able to recognise the road..
but is ok... then makan at ss2...

on the 8th nov... went to wai han house to celebrate her 20th birthday..
haha.. did give her a surprise though.. haha..
but only able to spend 2 hours plus with her as she is having exam next day...
happy birthday, dear wai han :)

9th nov, with agnes accompany wai han to pack her things to holiday..
and to sent her off... haha...

then is time to settle down and study..
haha... and 11th nov is the last paper :)

counting down to holiday...

still got 4 hours.. im entering to the exam hall
finishing my last paper...
ending my first sem of second year...
i really at the state of dun care.. just study wat i can.. und what i know
then walking in by faith.. not on how many i know/memorize
but on God's sufficient grace and mercy..

counting down....
tick tock tick tock... for my holiday...
haha....

yesterday and today feeling rather moody...
feel heart pain... sigh.. someone affect my emotion...
feeling hard to go on....
why treat me like that le...

anyway... holiday.. im coming!!!!!!!!!!!!!

爸妈的称赞肯定了我

终于...考完了psikologi sosial....
明天和后天还有考试...
加油... 两天后, 就能休息一会儿再冲刺最后一张...

昨晚,
爸爸妈妈载我会宿舍...
每次, 他们载我回来或回家, 我都很开心, 幸福...
因为, 至少有半个小时的时间在一起.. 谈起话题...
这次,妈妈要招待刘三姐, 所以就一起载我回来了...

我不是很记得...这是否是第一次..
~我的爸爸妈妈在别人和我的面前, 称赞我
内心满是感动和开心...
从爸爸妈妈的言语, 我感觉到... 他们引我为傲...
从小, 爸爸妈妈很少称赞我们...至少在我们的面前, 真的很少...
如果拿奖或考得不错, 他们会说... 不错/很好.. 就这样..
我真的很开心, 我是爸爸妈妈的骄傲....
这番称赞肯定了我... 谢谢你, 爸妈...

我也希望.. 有一天当我抵达天堂时, 上帝会告诉我
well done, my faithful servant...
所以, 我要以这成为我的目标...达成上帝要我做的事...

昨晚, 也庆祝了玉銮的生日...
算是不惊喜中的惊喜吧!!
她应该多多少少猜到了吧....
然后, 想想...这个学期, 我竟然没有为其他的floormates or blockmates庆祝生日
真的太忙了... 所幸, 至少室友的生日有庆祝 :)

昨天, 我获知了你即将的离开...
内心万般的不舍....
活了那么久, 还是学不会天有不散之宴席这个道理...
总觉得, 当我们越来越大...
我们身边的人将会慢慢的离我们而去...
无论是离开, 或是生老病死...
不习惯离别的味道, 也永远的不想习惯...
但是, 离别却是我们人生最重要的一课...
所以, 我还在学习.....
不过, 我祝福你, 朋友....

我知道, 我也深信...
无论是在有生之年, 还是死去后...
我们都会在见面的...
因为到最后, 我们必定会在天国见面..
这是我们的盼望....

为每个考试的朋友， 加油咯！！

加油吧!! 考试并非生命的全部。。
但是, 要在人生的每一个事情上都尽本份。。
这样, 才对得起上帝, 自己和身边的每个人。。

这个星期很快熬过来。。
要一直催眠自己。。。

Psalm 46: 1-5

God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble
Therefore we will not fear, though the earth give away and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea
though its waters roar and foam and the mountains quake with their surging
there is a river whose streams make glad the city of God, the holy place where the Most High dwells
God is within her, she will not fall; God will help her at break of day

v10: Be still and know that I am God...

Therefore Lord, i know You are my refuge and strength
You are within me and I will not fall...
I will be still and know that You are God..