gathering during hari raya holiday

this two days i have been meeting up with my form 5 gang frens.. so miss them la.. is really been long time that we din gather together.. when we gather, we update each other with our latest news.. the outward appearance might change a lot.. everyone change to more prettier except me still the same.. still wear t shirt and pants then a sneaker with sling bag.. typical me la.. but inwardly never change.. we can still feel so close as though the 3 years gap never exist.. tonight, wan see, wei mun and poh sze purposely come to my house and bought me a cup of cappuccino( because i cant go out) then we have a chat at my balcony.. we chat about last time.. as the saying goes.. those were the times.. i feel very touched that they came to my house and have a reunion.. that's y i believe frens is for life de.. no matter wat, frens are always there.. through ups and downs..

this is photo taken at house.. with wan see, wan see's sister, wei mun and poh sze

this photo is taken when we meet up at times square lower ground floor, sweet chat.. with wan see, wei mun, eang bee, agnes, mei wah, kit mun and poh sze( camera man) *too bad that lee miin is at sabah now, cant join us*

this photo is taken when we meet up at times square lower ground floor, sweet chat.. with wan see, wei mun, eang bee, agnes, mei wah, kit mun and poh sze( camera man) *too bad that lee miin is at sabah now, cant join us*we eat our dinner at shabu-shabu.*agnes go back dy but we have suet fun and huey yen to join us* just this morning i went out with andrea, deniece and mei mei to one utama.. have a good time laughing and spending quality time together.. just walk walk and makan there.. hehe.. during makan time, we plan a lot of plans for our cg which... it will be very interesting and as andrea call it the torturing 101.. haha... we went to the Toys R Us to choose present for our beloved Gianna and suddenly become the member there.. below is the photo we take in Toy R US.. andrea, deniece , mei mei and me..

good bye uncle

this morning is my uncle's funeral service.. i stayed over at senawang yesterday night. didn't really sleep well.. i miss my uncle.. everyone seems ok, but actually we are just holding our emotions.. when we started to sing hymn songs, when we see uncle's face for the last time, we cried non stop.. those memories with my uncle flashed back.. indeed, my uncle is a joy giver, always talk truth and theories to us.. always crack jokes.. when we were still young, he will fetch us to the shop nearby to buy some games for us during chinese new year.. ah.. those were the times.. today, i saw my dad drop tears.. up to now, i raraly.. hardly see my dad cry.. i think the first time was when my youngest uncle passed away and now my eldest uncle.. he must be very sad for losing two brothers.. both uncles passed away due to liver disease.. my dad also have some liver problem.. i really pray.. praying hard for my dad that he will have good healthy body.. it is so heart breaking to see my dad cry.. my grandparents were very sad.. my heart was filled with grief...death is so real.. just a week, my uncle was hospitalized then suddenly it became critical.. just a week.. none of us were prepared.. just a week, he is gone..

family members all came.. sending their condolences and support to the family.. is like a family gathering.. we hardly see each other.. unless is wedding or funeral or chinese new year.. this is chinese culture.. as i mentioned in the previous post.. to all ppl.. to all my frens and church members, thank you and thank you for all ur msgs and calls.. it meant a lot to me.. though less words were spoken, yet the warmth, the care penetrate into my heart.. that's the best and biggest support u all give it to me.. i believe i will be alright soon.. so, bear with me and walk through this time with me. thanks

my uncle passed away

my uncle passed away.. the memorial service will be held tomolo 7pm at my uncle house that is at senawang there. to all my frens, thanks for the sms.. thanks for praying

encouragement and comfort from all around

after i know my uncle admitted to hospital, i tell my spiritual mom, church frens and some of my close frens.. hereby i just wanna say a very big thank you.. thank you for all of u all support.. i dun think i can hang on so long if without u all.. each of you all have sms me, praying together with me for my uncle.. just a little smile or sms, really give me the courage to hope for another new day.. ur care have make me know that im not alone.. i know you all will be there for me.. even as i post this blog, my uncle is actually battle to live in ICU.. yesterday, my parents told me that my uncle is in coma.. a very critical stage..the doctor said the percentage of him wake up is very small.. but i believe in God almighty. He can do impossible things.. for He is Great God.. this morning , hospital called and asked my aunt to rush to hospital, cuz uncle is very very ill.. i dunno how is he now.. do pray for him.. thanks


ps.. last thursday.. we( my neighbourhood in UKM hostel and myself) had a small mooncake celebration in UKM.. i brought the chinese tea leaves and mooncake.. others contribute water, jug, mooncake.. we just drink tea and eat mooncake at our college cafe.. then we celebrated pei shan birthday.. haha.. really enjoy the moment.. though we only know each other for short while but i feel so warmth staying in my college esp my floor.. cuz my neighbours all super super nice ppl..

my beloved uncle is in ICU

on the same day i post the memorial of my doggie, i got this news from my dad.. my beloved uncle, my dad's brother is admitted to hospital.. now in ICU.. because of liver problem.. hepatitis B infection.. now is very critical.. i am very worried.. feel very sad to hear it..i can still remember he always talk jokes with us when we meet each other.. from young, my uncle will bring us buy toys during chinese new year in hometown..he always smile and laugh.. but when i go hospital to visit him, he looked so pale and whole body was yellowish and the stomach was big due to water in it.. it really break my heart to see him so painful..if u happen to read my blog.. i ask of ur favor, please pray for my uncle..i need you to pray with me.. help me to see miracle do happen in this day.. because Jesus whom we believed has the authority..thank you. here i wan to thank youth alpha that you all prayed for my uncle last sunday.. thank you for all ur support and prayer.. secondary and campus girls, thanks for giving me the support and love.. thanks eunice and joshua for sms me and encourage me..

memorial on my doggie- baby

i just came back from UKM to home when i know about this news.. last thursday one of my dogs - baby died because of sickness.. i didn't know till i come back.. i feel so sad when i know this.. the reason we call him baby because he is really cute.. especially when he is young.. so adorable.. when u see him, u will just have the tendency to carry him.. however, all this have come to pass.. i didn't even see him.. very sad... then my another white dog - ah wu.. go missing.. didn't come back for two weeks dy.. i have 4 dogs.. now left 2...actually baby is to replace my first dog - lucky because he go missing.. now baby gone, ah wu gone.. is a solemn day for me..

good bye baby.....

take care ah wu... this is the picture i took when he is sleeping..