Dear Lord

亲爱的天父,

你要我学习什么??
是时候停下脚步
寻找你了...

这已经是这个月的第四次了..
第四次?!!
之前的一年,
只发生一次而已...

很久,已经没有那种感觉
这个月, 那种感觉像是回来了
看到光, 怕..
头很痛...
但是, 比较以前,
我没有那么的轻易放弃,或认输
我绝对不会低头

我靠着上帝的力量
每次去打这一场仗
虽然,在那一刹那
会有恐惧, 会胆怯
幸好,
天父, 你的恩典足够我用
朋友们给我的加油,问候

都会给我勇气,力量去面对它
谢谢你,希和慧娴...
谢谢你, 颖怡为我祷告
谢谢你, 琬淋...

my Lord,
speak Lord, for your servant is listening now...
i believe there is a purpose of why things happen
i know God you are in control
so, give me strength and courage
to fight this migraine...
Let me know that you are with me...
for so many years, i have fight and won the battle..
Heal me completely Lord that i will have the victory over it

in the name of Jesus i pray and ask,
amen.

my personality -phlegmatic

My personality is Phlegmatic and Sanguine..
or some said is blue and green color (if u know what am i talking about)

i know.. i know.. a lot of u will be like....
are you sure??!!! is it??!! unbelievable.. cannot be la... and etc
a lot.. as in... really a lot of u..
will say that i'm a Choleric and Melancholy..
or red and yellow color...

dunno how many times i had said...
i'm a phleg san and the reply will be as above...
haha...but if u know me well and long, u will know.. i'm a typical phleg.. haha

hereby is my result..

Melancholy Strength:3 Weakness:5

20%

Phlegmatic Strength:11 Weakness:7

45%

Sanguine Strength:5 Weakness:5

25%

Choleric Strength:1 Weakness:3

10%

if u wan to know ur personality or to und what am i talking about...
go to http://oneishy.com/personality

i enjoy being a phlegmatic.. hehe.. i just like this type of me. but sometimes or most of the time, i have to react according to situation. it is not that since i'm a phleg then i just be like one..

so that is why most of u say that i'm a choleric and melanchony.. because i need to get the task done.. because i need to do my best in everything that i'm in. Though i dun like it, i still have to do it..God place me for a reason and i just want to do my best in His task for me now...

obviously and honestly, till now, i still dun like to be a choleric.. dun like to decide, dun like to stand on the platform, dun like when the light is on me, dun like to lead..

i enjoy being a follower.. enjoy just peacefully living my life.. enjoy all the happy ending in the world.. enjoy alone sometimes at room just reading my book.. enjoy spending time with friends.. always find the easy way..avoid conflict..dislike changes.. (this my ex roommate can identify :P)
but complacent is not good also..esp in terms of God's kingdom..

conclusion.. i'm all four.. phleg, san, chlo and mel.. is just that at different time, different personality show up..in terms of God's work, i will want my choleric come out.. because i really wan to work towards His will..want His will to be done.. but other than that i always enjoy being phleg..that's all...hehe

it is you who makes the melia today

today.. dun feel like doing anything..
so decided to do nothing.. haha..

Then....
i opened some of the files, browsing through the photos..
reading my form 5 autograph book..
reading the letters, notes, sms..
watching the video of my 20th birthday present..
o.. a lot of memories flashed back..
i miss those moments..i miss all my friends...

thank you for different one of u who makes an impact in my life
thank you for the love and favor and care u all gave me..
sometimes i wonder.. who am i..what i did...
that u all will do so much for me..
that u all will love me and always affirm me in so many ways..
it is really abundant blessings to have all of u..

thank you and even so many years after that,
i will always remember
what u all wrote,
what u all did,
what u all said,
because it has engraved deep in my heart..
part and parcel of my life is filled with all of u....

at first quite down, now im encouraged by all of u.. :)
thanks!!

haha.. i really a word person.. i appreciate all the words esp which people write or tell me..

what a special day with ups and downs

2 hours for 1 and half hours..
someone ask is it worth it...
in my opinion,
if i would to stop and think is it worth it or not
then i think my answer will be shaken..

because never think of worth it or not and just go
i think this makes the whole thing meaningful..
at least for the one half hour i really enjoy
at least i think she feels the same:P

is kinda tiring today.. physically and emotionally
today went through a lot
not really a lot though..
just few things happen together at the same time

i have learn to be wiser in my words next time
i have learn to be wise in doing anything
i have learn that something i say mistakenly will bring harm to myself or others
i have learn that not everyone can be trusted
i have learn that people change mind easily
i have learn that true friends will be there to help you esp emergency time
i have learn to get used to the rules of the world yet not being conform by it
i have learn to run so fast like mad girl between FST and ATMA
i have learn to be clam and cool since nothing i can do for now
i have learn to rest and wait...

even someone close to me can't recognize me from far.. haha, i successfully change a new look.. haha...

22 july 09 - free day

today i have a new hair cut.. just wanna change the look after so long.. and it works!! a lot of people cant recognize me.. so my goal achieved.. haha.. Thank you jie for bringing me to cut and melvin for waiting for us.. he waited 2 hours le.. thank you for your time and love... very happy to go out with jo and pastor kelly.. though short time, it is just nice to spend time with them.. i thank God to have someone accountable in my life. Pastor Kelly, my spiritual mom. thank you for always concern and care for me.. it makes me feel secure to know that someone knows what happen in my life :) hehe... especially on the topic we discussed today.. haha.. Thank God that i'm able to rush back for my tutorial class at 6pm.. then went out to eat dinner MCD with evon, annie, alice, jia shi, kae wen, venice..7 of us.. haha.. must treat ourselves better in spending on food:P

this is the 7 of us... and can see my new hair style (not so obvious here) and wearing contact lens :)

我最信任的人

忽然间,
就有那么的冲动, 想要为这个我生命中重要的人
写一篇关于她的事情

在我们的人生旅途, 我们会遇到很多人
很多人之中, 会有那么的少许几个
在我们的人生留下很大的影响
她...就是那几个..

她是一个让我相信的人
无论什么事情, 我都能敞开我的心告诉她
我曾经说过,
我们之间不会有什么秘密
我相信她对我说的都是真的
正如她也一样的相信我
她的每句话,
在我的生命里都有很大的影响
我的每句话,
都很放心的告诉她...

每当我发生什么事情,
她知道后,
必定第一时间的打电话给我

每当我难过, 悲伤
她总是安静的听我诉苦,听我哭泣

每当我意气用事时,
她总是以很诚实, 很现实
告诉我, 劝告我

每当我做任何决定，
我知道她一定会支持我
她会陪我走下去

每当我头痛，生病时
她总是问候，照顾我
记得曾经她还特地送药给我

每当我失去自我,
她总是尽她的耐心,
肯定我...鼓励我...

我很感恩生命有她
感谢上帝让她进入我的生命
她是我家人以外,
最信任的一位
她总是很让我放心的去讲我的心情与感受
因为我知道她会明白与了解
或许, 我们有同样的个性吧!

在她面前, 我无法武装我自己
总是很软弱的我
她也不会因此嫌弃或放弃
我这位朋友
反而接受我...因为我就是我..

她的拥抱, 简讯
总是能把我从谷底拉回上来

曾记得我们有几次的不爽对方
呵呵.. 吵架??应该没有..
因为像她这一类型的人
很难跟她吵架, 或者, 她不会与你吵架
她是一个善良, 开朗的人, 聪明又现实

这样重要的人,
我竟然没有在部落格谈起她..
呵呵..反正她也不会看我的部落
所以, 没关系吧!!

还记得当年的相遇,
并没有想过有这么的一天,
我们能成为很要好的朋友
我想真的是上帝的巧妙安排

我很感谢她
感谢她为我做的一切
感谢她写给我的一切
感谢她
愿意去参与我生命的每个细节

人生很难找到你可以信任
而她也信任你的人
我不知道未来会发生什么事情
但是我知道
这段友谊将会长久
因为我相信
无论隔多远, 多久
她在我生命里带给我的一切
我都不会忘记...
这一切将会永留心中
当爱在友谊中,
那友谊就会长久..
我爱你 , 慧娴 :)

a special group in my life - Agape Teens. the place i always feel belong

i felt so much to write about after gathering with them..this gathering unlike others gathering.. is a heartfelt gathering where we share our lives together.. i like what carmen wrote.. "i just had an awesome gathering with 6 fabulous and wonderful girls!" i totally agree.. who are them??? deng deng.... these are our photos.. Catherine, Amy, Lin Seay, Joanne, Deniece, Carmen and me..

isn't they wonderful and lovely ??

it is just amazing how God brings us back together though we are no longer in the same cell group or same church..

i really like the photos of everyone of us here..we have small cell group but really strong bonding.. they are the ones that accompany me through my teenage life. they are the one who grow up with me, who hang on with me, who hold me up through the rebellious years.. i know them when i was form 1, form 2.. that was the period of time which is dangerous for a teenager.. i'm thankful that Catherine willingly to lead this group of girls who is neither youth nor children.. we are sort of like the abandoned teens in the beginning.. sitting the time machine, going back to those memories.. those were the best times... we meet up every saturday.. we have cg together.. together we learn and grow up physically, emotionally and spiritually.. these are the people who literally know me and love me as i'm.. they are the one who witness my growing up, my change not only apperance but in character.. from a typical phlegmatic to now.. choleric sometimes.. they hold me up when i was at the down hill.. they build my confident to accept and encourage me.. they see me cried so much on the same issue yet never giving up on me.. these is my gang during my teenage in church. we took the same promise that we will not start a BGR during our school time and we proudly to say.. we kept the promise through.. there are so many things to write about... they are support group and my accountability that time.. i'm who i'm today partly because of them, because what they have done in my life.i will never ever regret knowing them and having them in my life..

we always hang out together last time.. explore our first times in many areas...

catherine and me:)

catherine - my first cell leader in my life.. who really take cares of me.. who willingly spend her time with us.. who has shape me and guide me through.. who build me up in many ways.. i still remember the day she left to australia to study.. i was so sad that time.. though after she come back we hardly meet up nor chat, but somehow when we meet, the click is always there.. the bond will never be broken.. someone whom i look up, someone whom i appreciate with all my heart, someone whom i will call and cry for any problems in my life.. as i was putting words in this post, my heart is burning.. burning with warmth feelings..like what deniece said.. is the feeling of ' hang fuk'.. we have been long time never meet up one another.. maybe 3 times a year we meet up?? yet when we are together, as though the time gap is never there.. when we meet up together, we can still talk about our personal issues in life.. we are honest to one another.. we can still talk about our struggles and our perspective in life.. for this, i'm grateful... because the trust we have built through the years.. we just honestly say our things, our feelings out without any covering.. we all accept one another as we are.. i just love them so so much... :D i salute catherine the way she brings us together and help us in growing maturity in every ways.. the gathering today really can see that each of us are growing to become more mature.. thank God for Catherine in our lives..that we walk in the ways of God.. i hope i can be like Catherine to teach and nurture my disciples that no matter where they are one day, they still walk with God and had grow in every way...

a senior who makes a different in my life

last friday, i went out with my senior in PESS, Kia Xin. she is the few ones senior that i will go out personally with.. i think she is more than a senior.. she is a fren to me.. and i look up to her...

i met her during form 1 as we are from the same house and she is a junior prefect under my sister. somehow we just click to one another and we take LRT back home together after school.. i like her charisma which really attracts me and inspire me. she has the natural talking skill and link with everyone.. then when i was in the morning session, somehow we are also connected.. she take cares of me and i really learn a lot from her.. still remember those days i was her mentee and she teach me history with her formulas.. i like history subject:) and also i always lepak at her house when i dun feel like going home.. spending at her house, reading books, learning IT stuff.. talk..her mother knows me too.. i feel loved to have her around to know that i can ask her for advice or help anytime..

after graduate from secondary.. though we hardly meet, once a while still catching up with each other. she just came back from australia as now holiday.. i'm honored that when everytime she come back, i can meet up with her.. just enjoy the time, the moment together.. i appreciate this fren, she really taught me, and open my mind to a broader line. she looks at me differently from others and never compare me and my sister.. i think as we grow up, we talk things more maturely and deeply.. lastly i wish her well there and hope this friendship carries on..

~wanted to upload her photo and just realise that we hardly take photo together.. only photos when secondary..~

7 hours?!

today.... i break my own record...hehe....
can enter Guinness Book of Record of my self...
i was at the library for about 7 hours!!!
throughout this 7 hours i didn't even step out of the library half step/ 1 step..
just because want to finish my endless assignments..

feel a bit stress these 2 days because assignments keep coming
and deadline is so near...
but... i will try my best to do finish it asap...

jia you jia you!!!!

那瞬间的脆弱

人的脆弱
往往都是在一瞬间
在那瞬间,
觉得很大压力,
透不过气来
在那瞬间,
觉得自己一无是处
觉得不被爱
在那瞬间,
觉得解决不了眼前的问题,
想要轻生
在那瞬间,
觉得人生好像没有意义

若那瞬间
有个人陪在你身旁
给予你鼓励
那么你将会很快的振作起来

我相信
每个人都会有
很大压力
很难过
很烦恼
很无助的时候
但是
每个人都要找到适合自己的方式
我很庆幸
我找到自己的方法
去抒解压力,不满, 伤心等

有很多人说
我很时常把心事收在心里
哈哈, 心事一定是在心里啊...不然呢??
不过, 我明白他们的意思...
我总是把自己的想法, 我的意愿藏起来
我不否认.. 但是不是时常啦...
只是有时候而已
我不会把自己闷起来的
我有
告诉别人我的想法, 我的情绪
但是别人是谁?
就要因人而异咯 :)

李慧晶22岁生日

我一直要把这个美好的回忆写在我的部落, 但是无奈的一直没时间. 因为我想要好好的, 慢慢的, 用心写... 6月5日, 是Agnes, 李慧晶步入22岁的重大日子. wai han 和我在前几天, 想了又想..终于买到了她的礼物..走了蛮久, 脚也很酸, 不过是值得的 :D 那礼物就是...... ta da...................................... 就是买了好多,好多紫色的生活用品给她, 好让她在开学时候都可以用到.. 呵呵.. 她喜欢紫色和hello kitty..既然, 她都长大了, 就不再送hello kitty给她咯.. 所以, 紫色是我们的首选. 在寻找的时候, 确实遇到了很多瓶颈, 因为, 紫色这类似的颜色, 不好找.. 不像蓝色.. 到处都是.. 多方便.. 哈哈.. 当天, wai han 和我约了她一起吃早餐. 过后,就到我的家.. 谈天.. 谈当年.. 谈现在.. 谈未来..午餐, 我们便到时代广场. 今天, 她说了她不要做任何的决定, 所以.. 可怜wai han 和我就要做决定了.. 哈哈.. 平时都是她做决定的..没办法.. 她是我们之中最老.. 哦.. 不是.. 最年长的一位.. 所以,我们尊重她, 让她选择.. 哈哈.. 好啦.. 我承认, 我是很懒做决定的..到最后, 我们选择了secret recipe.. 很习惯的选择.. 因为生日啊.. 一定要有蛋糕.. 在那里, 继续的谈天..再到拍photo sticker那里, 拍了一张属于我们三姐妹的大头贴.. 一直到回家的时间, 她就跟妈妈回去了.. 一整天, 并没有什么的特别..没有特别的惊喜.. 没有特别的感动..但是, 我相信她, 我们都很享受这个过程.. 没有特定的节目, 不会赶时间, 不会匆忙.. 就是很享受彼此的时间与交流.. 我蛮喜欢这样.. :D 叙叙旧, 回想以前的时光.. 我很感恩认识了她.. 虽然, 初中一就知道彼此的存在, 初中二更是同班同学.. 但是初中三, 是我们三姐妹结拜的开始.. 我, 她和wai han.. 年龄各自相差一年.. 性格也蛮不同.. 不同的三个人, 在一起.. 会擦出怎样的火花呢?? 在前一段, 我说到我很感恩有她这位契姐.. 因为, 她真的很照顾我..总是, 可以察觉我的异样.. 尤其是不舒服的时候, 她都很细心照顾我.. 以前的我, 很时常偏头痛..呕吐的时候, 痛的时候, 她都会陪着我.. 记得有一次, 连累她没有考一科的评审.. 她像一个大姐大.. 总是, 尽她能做的, 保护我, 不让任何人欺负我.. 看到我受伤, 伤心的时候, 她总是觉得很无奈, 心疼.. 她就是那个.. 总让我觉得被爱, 被疼, 也很宠我..她让我学习很多..虽然, 有时彼此会有摩擦, 但是, 真正的友谊就会经得起考验..风风雨雨.. 感谢神, 把她带进我的生命里..生命有她, 变得不一样了..所以, 想要借此机会, 向她说一声: 谢谢你, 谢谢你对我的爱, 真诚, 信任. 希望未来, 我们还是能这么的close, 保持联络..

年少无知的我们.. 那年, 我们还是小丫头.. 那年, 我们没有太多的负担.. 那年.. 我们笑得很灿烂..我很喜欢这张照片.. 我们三姐妹 :D 左起: agnes, me , wai han

我的名字 -- 黄韵璇

韵 -- 和谐悦耳的声音
好听的声音 / 押韵 / 情趣
(musical sound / rhyme / charm)

璇 --美玉
(beautiful jade)

这都是在线新华字典的意思

我很喜欢我的华文名字..
我也很喜欢别人叫我的华文名字 :)
但是, 自从上中学后,
就很少很少人叫我的华文名字
大家都喜欢方便, 容易记得的名字 --melia

我喜欢韵璇的读音, 它的意思,
我觉得蛮特别的...
我很感谢我的父母为我取这名字...

曾经我的笔友用我的名字写下这一段句子

~愿你在生活中' 弦'出最美韵律~

这也是我的愿望....

相信每样事情, 他都有安排

我伤心, 烦恼, 不爽的样子，有这么的明显吗??
:) 我还以为我能掩饰我那难过的表情..
ok ok..我知道
我的样子是很明显透露我的心情..
你.. 还是看透了我的心情..
朋友, 谢谢你..
谢谢你的贴心, 你的关怀...
你的一句话...让我觉得窝心...
我实在是需要修炼..我的EQ..

今天, 为了很小的事情烦恼..
虽然, 结果并不是我能改变的东西
但是, 还是想要抒发我的不满
人啊.. 时常就是这样

既然, 我并不能做些什么
那么, 我就以另外一个角度去看这件事吧
凡事, 上帝都会有他的安排
心情就慢慢的平静下来了

forth day in ukm

today is the forth day in UKM.. third day of schooling.. i enjoy uni life.. though sometimes stress over timetable, over lecturer and assignments but still as a student is more relax.. hehe..

finally, the water in the toilet becoming more and more crystal clear and not yellowish.. these few days, i feel so reluctant to bath, so reluctant to go toilet, so reluctant to brush teeth, wash face and so on because the color of the water is yellowish... so now, i feel more secure in using the water:)

lecture starts and assignments piling up.. hehe.. starting to feel stress already.. this sem i took extra subjects.. so it will be quite heavy for me (personally) because the requirement of lecturer also quite high.. will try to reduce all the unnecessary activities.. hehe.. gambate, melia!!!

met some of the juniors.. this year psychology only got 7 juniors.. compare to my badge 18 of us.. such a big contrast.. what to do, students taking STPM is getting lesser.. hope that they can adapt to this environment faster:)

tomolo is thursday... sat then can go back dy:)

back to uni life:)

tada...i'm back to UKM!!!!! actually im quite excited about coming back.. haha, at least back to uni and student life so far quite enjoying.. of cuz friends there quite motivating me to come back..

ok.. im back here staying same college, but different room.. now my room is at third floor.. o.. is super super high...once go back room, super lazy to come down anymore..once outside, dun feel like going back room..

my roommate change also... alice move out.. will really miss our time together.. all the laughter and silly things we do... my new roommate---- yoke luan.. was once my opposite neighbour..i believe we will be able to live well together:)

my room from a small room now to big room.. really big le.. i mean compare to my ex room.. very nice place.. thanks to my brother and my sister today come all the way to help me to clean up and take some time just to unpack.. o.. my second home..

cant believe that i'm now a senior.. second year student.. haha.. the scene of orientation still fresh in my memory like happened yesterday.. time really flies har..dunno how many juniors are there le..hope that i can be a good senior, an influential christian to them..setting a good testimony..

i have some goals that i set for myself.. hoping that i can achieve it ba:) this sem jia you!!!!!! gambate!!!

last day of my uni holiday...

today, it is the last day of my uni holiday.. so fast.. 2 months just passed like that.. but i thank God that i have a meaningful holiday (can consider that de)...

1. this morning, together with my elder sis and my younger sis went to SJK (c) On Pong 2 to bring the old clothes, tin, old newspaper to recycle.. the school has this recycling program.. there i saw how great is parents or should i say mothers' love.. when we reach there, is recess time, because parents are not allowed to enter the school so they waited outside along the fence. can u imagine, mother purposely come by taxi then bring the small chairs and food and even refill water for their children. the child will be sitting in there eating the food given by parent. the parents hold umbrella for them, while they themselves stand under the hot sun. according to my sister, some parents even change bag for their children because bag too heavy ma, so first bag is before recess, second bag is for after recess.. wow.. all i can say is... i salute the mother, the way how they love and treat the children. though they are perspiring and waited long outside, u can see from their face.. how happy are them to do it for their beloved children. i never had this luxury, ever since standard 1, i buy food in the canteen. actually should i say.. this century parents too pamper their children.. should let them learn to be independent...enjoy recess buying food and playing with other children:)
2. then, we head to my dad office because dad wants me to pass something to aunt.. feel long time didn't see my aunties and chat with them for awhile..
3. then we went to see my 3rd aunt.. feel so loved.. actually just want to drop by and say hi.. but she insists to bring us out.. there we chat and update the news..this aunt can consider watch us grow up.. even her children grow up with us.. maybe relatives also have that special bond..there, i met my uncle also...:)
4. to petrol station.. is time to refill the fuel...
5. heading to my 5aunt house to meet my grandma and my cute cousin.. 宣恩 (宣扬上帝的恩典) very nice name and meaningful... feel so loved and touched seeing my grandma.. she literally watch us grow up, in fact she brought us up.. my parents always busy with work, is her who take care of us de.. though now hardly see her, but miss her alot.. really thank her for taking care of us.. a very typical, humble and sacrificial chinese lady... ~just in case u wonder how many aunts i have.. i have 4 aunties and 4 uncles~ my grandma has 9 children...

my little cousin.. o... she is superly cute.. at first, she is very shy de.. then hor, when she mix with us, her sanguine come out.. only 2 years old, she talked to us but in her own language.. hehe.. also dunno what she said.. somemore, when we say.. 拍照, 拍照.. 她就会将双手托着下巴, 半蹲, 身体微微向前.. 天啊.. 超可爱的.. 而且, 你每讲一次拍照, 她就会重复这样的动作.. 还有, 她真的很戏剧化.. 脸上总有不同的表情.. she is also a melancholy.. will keep her things properly and throw the rubbish without us call her to do de o... she also will pray before eating de le.. hehe..actually she just put her hands together and pretend to close eyes.. haha.. really pretend.. till we say amen...cute hor...i think my uncle and my aunt teach her well.. my aunt is a teacher ma.. haha...

this is cute little 宣恩

6. send my youngest sister to school, then together with my elder sis go to 阳光there to eat lunch.. actually i am meeting with my lui, siew wah to eat lunch de lo.. hehe.. just talking and chatting.. but i enjoy the time together..

ok la.. deng deng deng deng de.....introduce to u.. starting from the left ~my lui and my ex wife~ hehe.. and now im back home.. later at night i need to be someone's driver.. haha.. i feel blessed to be able to bless people and in the same time to be blessed by others:) a meaningful way to end my last day of holiday:)

2 July 2009 - one day parasite

parasite... this is the term my friend used on me yesterday.. because someone very nice fetch me around.. hey, i help her to settle transport also le...say me some more:P i agree with my other friend, being a one day parasite is very 幸福.. at least no need to worry, no need to think too much then people will settle for me le.. just one day only ma... hehe... yesterday went to many places, thank God for him to drive me around.. thanks ya, pet brother..

i feel that this month my inmune system is super low.. first, come back from mission trip food poisoning.. then high fever for 2 days with all the symptoms.. then serious headache... then yesterday.. eat wrong food till stomach very very pain.. aiya... my sister my immune system low that's why all the viruses easily attack me..cannot.. i have to pray and build up my immune system.. i have to do exercise.. i have to declare that my body is the temple of God that no.. i mean NOOOOOOO... viruses and bacterias shall enter my body... in Jesus name i pray, Amen!!!

someone said that because i was too stress.. hmm.. for this month of june.. indeed got a bit stress de.. when i explain to others what i did for this month of june, they will say is a good training for me.. i wont deny it but is holiday and i dun like it.. he he.. what to do.. my mom needs me ma.. :) learn to embrace it and i also learn a lot de..

车祸所学习的事情

今天, 是希到柬埔寨的第三天.. 好想念她哦...

today, nothing much happening... helping parents in the morning, accompany my sister to jj to buy her things.. i feel so loved when my sister buy me lunch and said that money... cannot be equivalent to the time that i spent with her this afternoon.. thanks jie..i enjoy time spending with u today also...

then i met with my pet brother, jun hsiang.. a very nice brother that treat me very well.. thanks for helping me in settling computer things and some drama:)

then, i need to fetch my younger sister back home... during the journey home, i witness a road accident.. it was just right in front of my eyes..
the motorcyclist knocked the other motorcyclist and then due to the impact, the motorcyclist was threw out ( i mean literally threw out) from the motorcycle then knocked on the new proton saga... it all happens in a few seconds.. i was like.. stunned...i was wondering whether the motorcyclist still alive..because i saw the head/ neck like bang the car.. the car had a serious hit till can see the damage.. at that moment, a lot of motorcyclist around 10 of them stopped and helped this guy.. pull him aside and the motor.. then i have to continue driving if not i will cause the traffic jam..

something i saw or learn from this accident

1. be real careful in driving esp motorcyclist.. remember ppl that u loves is waiting u to come back home.
   
2. helmet can really save ur life.. if the motorcyclist didn't wear the helmet, i believe he is dead by the impact that i saw..
3. though we often say nowadays no one will help u when accident, but i can see that many ppl stopped and help this guy..( they are strangers yet still willing to help) it proves that this world still have love around
4. the guy whose car was bang, and middle age man, cool and calm come out from the car with pen and note.. he didn't see how's the injured motorcyclist.. all he did was write the car plate number and also the motor plat number.. too rasional till i think isn't he suppose to care for the injured person?? or all he cares just the car....
5. life is too fragile...(what i write in the recent post).. really.. treasure life now.. someone said when u learn how to die, you learn how to live.. my friend disagree.. she said when u learn to see the process of growing old, sick and die (esp your closed ones), you learn to appreciate life more..

朋友们, 活在当下, 期待未来... 珍惜现在拥有的一切:)
天父, 我感恩, 感激你赐给我所有的一切...我会好好的珍惜的