my sem break holiday

ok.... now i shall post some photos and event of my holiday...

this is the view of Beruas... 蓝天碧海.. 好写意..好舒服...好优美

24 nov till 4th dec i went to mission trip in Beruas.. in the midst of it, i did come back for few days for my cousin funeral.. nevertheless, i really enjoy the mission trip.. is my first mission trip... i thank God for my teammates, they are very loving, kind people.. though we are from different background, different places, but we serve one God.. we have one purposes that is to spread the love of God to the people there.. so we work together with joy, peace and love..thanks to them who have help me to do my job while i leave the team back home.. i really learnt a lot in this mission trip.. really a humbly process, to surrender every outcome to God..

esther and me serving in the same mission trip team..

mei ling, me and another gal..

妙玲 - 同工

陈传道 - 就是他特地载我到巴士站。 非常的感激他。他好年轻哦。。 猜猜他几岁?

贝君 - 我们都叫他贝贝.. 她是我们之中最年轻的,才十五岁而已....

then on the 5th dec morning, i went to play badminton with wai kuan, wei leong and his brother, yu chong.. haha.. is time to exercise.. then come back....at night i went to meet up with kia xin.. my senior when i was in secondary school... is so nice to keep in touch with her and just catch up our recent update.. there i meet my form 5 frens also... saturday 6th dec afternoon, i went to NX camp which organized by EFCM.6 dec to 8 dec.. is about next generation.. the camp speaker is Pastor Vic and Kelly.. is a good awakening for me to realise.. hey, next generation start with me.. how do i impact my generation and the next generation...during the camp, i stay the same room as andrea, deniece, Zhi Lynn, eunice, wei wei.. i manage to get jia woon to join us in this game too.. one more exciting thing.. i got a chance to ride bicycle there... so so so happy le...

this is deniece and me

jia woon and i

wei wei and me

Zhi Lynn.. the first time i went to camp with her.. a very sweet, beautiful girl..

this is eunice.. very kind-hearted girl.. always fetch me home..
opps, i mean her parents also fetch me home..

this is our room group photo on the last day of camp...

on the 9th dec i went out with wan see.. to celebrate my birthday.. though already pass long time dy.. but never mind.. hehe.. we went to leisure mall, watch twilight... she quite cham to accompany me watch again cuz i insist of watching.. haha.. quite nice show.. the main actor very handsome also la..we shop a while.. then go secret recipe to eat cake..hehe.. for me that really makes me feel loved.. cuz my language of love is quality of time.. just spend time with each other walk around, eat... then, i have a family dinner with my grandma.. long time din see her dy.. so miss her.. she raised four of us up.. really miss those day, miss her cooking... after that, went back home.. wan see come to my house and stay overnight at my place.. hehe.. spend more time talking.. as we long time din chat dy.. ever since after form 5, we busy working then busy STPM, busy uni.. so ya.. is really a good time to have heart to heart talk with her... we were so close last time and now i thank God that we still so close now.. hope our frenship will really last till forever...

wan see and i at secret recipe...

this is taken at house.. wan see stay overnight at my house..

i still remember we take one back to back photo when we form 5 that time.. this really brings a lot of remembrance.. after 3 years, we can still so close..

then 10 dec i went to melacca with my family members... is actually following my mom for an event there.. there we learnt how to tie a scaft.. got different ways of tie also.. is really an eye opening knowledge..the next day, we went to melacca town with my dad and some uncle aunties.. o.. by then i just realise melacca now is actually world warisan something.. so proud of it:) it is actually a good time spending time with my family members... though i miss the genting trip with my kensettians frens.... 12 dec i went out with my form 5 gang to sing k with them... firstly to keep in touch with them.. secondly is to celebrate wei mun and suet fun birthday.. wei mun birthday passed long long time ago.. never mind, as long as got heart when celebrate also ok de.. then suet fun birthday is on 14dec...

this is their 20th birthday cake:)

they are making their wishes

suet fun and i

wan see and i

huey yen and i

our whole group at neway TS sing k..

at night then i rush back church to have the church cleaning... 15 dec i went to rehearsal for my mom emcee thing at klang.. then 7pm, i went to sunway pyramid with my secondary cg.. is a cg outing.. with all the gals.. is so just so fun.. haha.. see them ice skating.. in the same time, can see the bigger ones take care of the younger ones.. really have fun.. actually i didnt skate with them.. while they are skating, andrea, Zhi Lynn and i went to walk around.. shop around.. haha.. basically i enjoy time spending together with them...

Zhi Lynn and i take photo in front of the "Christmas Tree of Sunway Pyramid

Andrea- my cg leader.. someone who will pour her life to secondary youth

the youths who went to ice skating

16dec i went out with ying ling.. in fact is ying ling drive all the way from PJ to Cheras to meet me.. i feel so touched.. that she come all the way.. we have lunch together at the fun ok cafe at Tmn Connaught.. there we eat, chat... keep in touch.. share our high and lows in life.. encourage one another.. hehe... too bad.. forgot to take photo with her... after that i meet kar woen at jj.. is another time of chatting and bonding time too.. glad that i able to meet up with her before she goes back to sabah again.. we talked a lot.. haha.. i feel i've been talking a lot in this holiday.. i find we are quite similar in certain cases.. because we experienced almost the same things, that's why we have almost quite similar feelings towards certain things.. so we encourage each other in the end.. and hope to continue to stay in touch.. though we are departed by an ocean, but as long as we keep each other dear to heart.. i believe this friendship can last:) nite.. i go to Rachel house to rehearse for the Christmas project.... 17dec i went out with my fren, eliza.. just two hours..at leisure mall.. wong kok restaurant eat lunch.. then, sent her back home... 18dec whole day busy for mom's emcee thing.. very busy and tiring... but i'm able to make some new frens there and learn a lot of emcee skills from the senior:) 19de morning i went to eat breakfast with wan see.. this is my first time ever eat breakfast with someone other than my family members.. we eat at Connaught there dim sum.. then she fetch me to LRT station.at there, i really share my feelings ups and downs to her.. how i feel recently..so is really wonderful time together..

wan see fetch me to LRT

afternoon i went out with wai han and eliza.. to watch the yes man.. quite interesting story... one of the moral i learn from it, is ..only say yes when u mean to.. not because of any reason, not because u are forced to.. sometimes in life.. we say yes because we are forced to, or we are just obliged to... and i finally pierced my another ear again.. this is the 3rd time.. i hope the hole can last and no infections..

wai han and me

on the same day.. night time.. we have a girls' party at Rachel house.. all the gals in the cg(Rachel of cuz, xin yi, wai kuan, shan shan, lai tee, voon jean, Dr sarah and me) is staying overnight at her house to have a 'secret things' to do, in the same time have to prepare the cradle for the christmas project de.... haha.. but do enjoy the fun of it.. haha.. 20th dec.. morning wake up.. have breakfast with the gals.. then lunch with ps Noah and florence.. not forgetting the baby Gianna.. is really good to talk with him.. at least finally im arranging my thoughts and my emotions.. to sort out certain things in my life.. to make decisions for my coming 2009... after talking to pastor.. i find myself quite relief.. and no longer so depress over my feelings... then night time is the christmas event... from decoration, food, ice breaker to carol..everything is just so nice, so wonderful, so tremendous... food.. really have to thank wai kuan for making it.. so delicious.. then Lai tee , really break the ice among the people.. albert bringing the christmas feel by singing carol.. of cuz not forgetting the deco.. voon jean and Rachel.. that night we have turkey le.. i thank God for everything.this is my first time presenting the birth of Jesus in chinese..is really a good experience. Thank God for His presence that night that everything run smoothly.. i really grateful and give God the glory.. Jin Shyan accepted Christ.. i believe when she said the prayer, all heaven rejoices:) next day we have service.. then is our youth christmas event also... that morning actually i supposed to go back visit my uncle grave at Senawang but i can't rush back... miss him... that day, i prepare the sandwiches..thanks to Sow Fun tat help me a lot... then is the ice breaker and the story.. this time the story is done by deniece and me.. deniece well done!! thanks to God once again.. For His glory.. for His love... has touches Poh Ning, Zhi Lynn's fren.. is really a breakthrough.. i would like to praise Zhi Lynn and Sow Fun for their breakthrough in sharing John 316 and their testimony.. they even type it sent to me before the event.. im so proud of them... hehe...then i rush back home to bath.. 5pm i reach In Touch TBC at Menara TA... my sister church.. there we celebrate family christmas together... with my family also....

there i meet Jessica.. my old fren... haha..

22dec...early in the morning i go out again.. this time with my luggage... jia woon and i sit train to meet pastor victor...we went to Uncle Vincent house to attend Ps Vic nephew birthday, then we are on the way to Kluang dy.. in this journey back, Uncle Vino is going back to kluang with us.. o.. just in case u wonder who is Uncle Vincent and Uncle Vino.. they are Ps Victor's brothers.. Ps Victor and Ps Kelly is my spiritual parents.. so i went with jia woon to spent time with them and to celebrate Christmas with them.. when we arrived there, their house was robbed.. so for the first two days there, we mainly help them clearing up.. is really good timing also.. since we are there, we are able to help to clean up...in Kluang, we managed to go to the famous organic farm.. to Kluang parade and of cuz the newly open Kluang mall.. wow.. im impressed by the mall.. really have the city feel.. the popular is big... mainly i'm in Kluang just relax.. chat with them... watch movie together.. o.. we watch Ip Man there... the on chrismas day.. we went to church there... at 2pm, we sit bus back to kl....around 6pm reach home...

their house in Kluang

my spiritual parents

jia woon.. o.. now she is called.. Jovie Lim Jia Woon...

26 dec... finally there is one day i just stay at home and din go anywhere... just... unpack my luggage.. wash all my clothes.. then prepare for my uni things... watch tv... haha.. i like the feel at home:) 27 dec... 1230pm we have a form 5 gang gathering... lee miin, huey yen, agnes, mei wah, and wei mun at old town ts... haha... we have decided we want to celebrate our birthday next year as we are going to be 21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! then we plan for next year our first outing.. well.. still not confirm yet as money still an issue... haha... 4pm i reach fun ok cafe again.. i wonder why people just like to go there.. there, i meet my students.. standard 6 students.. just to hang out.. have some drinks... thanks to huey yen to accompany there.. on the way to fun ok, huey yen and i have a good talk.. different view of things.from form 1 till now.. things change...our perspective change.. on certain matter... ya...but our frenship remain so close..:)

huey yen and i and jia jia behind

they can really eat... puberty period...

my students.. from 6Jclass

29 dec 3pm.. here im back to my hostel.. hehe.. very miss my roommate.. miss my frens here... coming back take me some time just to clean my room and tidy up everything... and i realise we can online in the room itself.. haha.. so happy.... tomolo start class lo... so dec really busy...but really enjoy also.. contradict ya...thank God for His blessings.. 2009 here we come... tonight going back home again...

busy... busy.. busy

actually i wanted to post a blog long before...but too much to write.. too many things.. after coming back from mission trip then is youth camp.. after a day, i went to melaka with my family.. and i miss the genting trip with my form 6 frens.. very very sad.. very regret also.. then now i have to prepare for church project.. tomolo going for my cg outing.. then prepare for the thursday, i need to be emcee.. then sat and sun is already the christmas event.. on next monday im going to kluang for few days....then the whole holiday gone... no more days left for me.. :(

ar........................................................................................................................................................................... wat a tide.. indeed very very super tide schedule..maybe i wanted it that way also.. make myself busy.. so that i wont have time to think.. wont have time to miss my cousin and my uncle..though i still miss them, but now no longer in sadness.. miss them with a smile on face cuz i know.. they are now in heaven happily..u know.. yesterday is my happy day staying at home.. finally after my final exam, the first time i was at home in the morning and afternoon... i managed to clean my room.. entirely.. each corner being mop, cleaned... all the bears go bathing...

sigh... i wish i have more time for myself.. just enjoy staying in the room.. BUT......dun get me wrong.. when im rushing all these events, im very happy to do it. im happy to go mission trip.. im super happy to be in the youth camp.. im glad to spend time with family... im happy in everyday of my going out, spending time with each and every of my frens.. my language of love is actually word of affirmation and quality of time.. that's y... i will spend my time with those i love....

i guess.... i need a few days of myself, after christmas... to just sit down... read my books..listening to music.. no rushing.. just take my time.. i need to recharge....

Zhe Yi, we will miss you always

wonder why im able to online?? im back to kl.. why?? my cousin, Zhe Yi has passed away.. on the 26th nov morning, i was still in Beruas, preparing for the activities on that day and i received a call from mom... Zhe Yi has passed away.. When i heard it, i couldn't help it but burst in tears.. i was so sad...i know i have to come back for the memorial service and the burial.. i really thank God for my team.. they are so understanding, so caring.. when i cried, Jocelyn, Mei Ling, Esther come and comfort me..including Bo Wen.. they help me arrange transport to go back to kl.. the nearest bus station dun have the bus so they took the trouble by calling 陈传道 to fetch me to Lumut and take bus there.. from Beruas to Lumut is 50mins to an hour driving.. im so grateful to them.. all the activities i in charge, i have no choice but to leave to them. im so sorry to make such havoc..

陈传道 is so nice.. she give me a treat for my lunch then fetch me to the bus station.. she waited with me.. she only leave after ensuring i was ok, in the bus safely... it is the first time i ever take bus alone.. 4 and a half hour journey.. i dare not to sleep.. trying to be awake though i still fall asleep..finally i reach kl.. and i have a lot of luggages.. take LRT back to Cempaka... so heavy.. but my heart is even heavier.. my mom fetch me home then i have to quickly bath and rush to the memorial service...

2 nights of memorial service and on the 28th nov, is the burial service.. Zhe Yi is buried at the Cheras Christian cementary, Taman Pertama.. all of us are sad.. 不舍得.. we will gonna him a lot a lot.. He is my uncle's only child, only son.. we grew up together.. we are always together among the cousins.. cant believe he went back to heaven so fast...

he actually fell sick 2 years ago.. after getting a flying colors result in PMR, he fall sick.. at first was diagnosed as TB.. then tumor.. then brain cancer.. in and out of the hospital.. seeing him go through all the therapy.. it is such a suffering journey.. he persevere through.. he had brain operation for around 10 times.. 10 times!!! he hang on to it.. i salute him.. look up to him.. he taught me to treasure life.. live life to the fullness and never give up...

the principals i learn from this incident.. treasure.. treasure whatever i have now.. time, family, frens, everything... 2ndly, stay healthy.. nothing is more important than healthiness...we will never know what happen in the next second of next minute in our lives. so treasure each and everyday and live life to the fullness.. dun take things for granted.. dun wait.. time dun wait for us.. dun say i will tell him or her i love u the next time.. dun say i will wait till the perfect timing.. there's no perfect timing.the perfect timing is now.. today... dun say im gonna do it tomolo.. dun say i will keep it touch with this person the next time.. take hold of today.. we only got one life..this also make me ponder.. life after death.. where are we going after death... do u have the assurance?? i know one day.. i will meet him in heaven...cuz Jesus guarantee that we will be in heaven if we receive Jesus in heart and confess He is our LOrd...

i very grateful to all of my frens esp church members who came and give me support and comfort.. esp thanks to Rachel.. she allow me to cry.. give me a listening ear..and also wai han.. she gives me time to be myself, give me to cry all i want... thanks to all the msgs of comfort.. 2days of memorial service actually was very busy, esp me, my sisters, and my brother.. we are consider the elder ones among cousins so we have to be in charge and help up... no time to think of it.. but on the last day... we just cant help it, but keep crying.. when we see him the last time.. our tears flow non stop.. we walked with him the last journey, following the coffin car.. cry even more.. i gonna miss him a lot.. really...

this is another funeral happen in my family.. last month is my uncle.. now is my cousin.. i really feel so sad.. but i know.. my cousin and my uncle is now in heaven.. where there is no sickness, no pain but only happiness and joy.. i believe in the gospel i preached.. however.. i think i need time to go thru this period of time..

my 20th birthday

on the 23rd nov 12am, my house was being ceroboh by 7 of my lovely friends.. agnes, wai han, mei may and wai kuan, yoon ming, kah kit and khar keong...they came with a birthday cake on hand.. they wanted to give me a surprise which they did:) just that they din realise.. wat to do.. my house got jojo (my dog) once strangers here, she will bark non stop.. when she barks, she woke my parents.. my parents woke up and tell me that my frens are here to find me.oops.. the surprise is not that surprise dy.. but i was very shock and surprise to see them at this time.. just for me.. my birthday.. im so touch and really touch.. i wont forget that moment.. i will keep in my heart... thanks for the effort u all make just for me.. words can be many.. but at this time, i just couldnt find the exact word to express how grateful im to u all for making my day so special...

this is my first birthday day cake on my birthday specially made by wai han and wai chi:) yummy.. is delicious... appreciate the heart making it..thanks

these are my lovely, sweet frens who waited till 12am and celebrate with me.. after all the surprise, we sit down in my house balcony and talk.. o... the feelings are so warm cuz like back to form 6.. chat and we still so close to each other... then 130am like that all of them go back except for agnes and wai han they stay overnight at my house.. 

is been long time that three of us, the sisters, Agnes, me and Wai Han gather together especially after form 6.. is a really great and wonderful time together..at first they let me see the video that agnes has done for me for my present.. all the video/audio/written msg from all my frens.the video is around 50 minutes that long. we chat about the process of making it.. how much effort each and everyone put in.. in this exam time.. recording.. i know is not easy.. thanks everyone.. thanks especially to agnes for making so well for me.i really like this present.. very meaningful.. very sweet... we chat until 7am( lots of things to talk).. oops.. is morning dy.. so we decided to sleep for a while before going to church service... 1030am we manage to reach church on time.. attend service.. then go for lunch.. i was in charge of the gal secondary cg today as andrea is away at kuching.. but the members are few so we decided to go for an outing.. that is.. watching movie( Madagascar2) at leisure mall.. i sent wai han and agnes back.. we have a good time fellowship together.. actually my language of love is word and time.. which they already given me.. i feel so loved.. after the movie.. is already 530pm.. i decided to go home to take a shower.. settle down all the things.. before im out again... this time is family time.. as usual we have a cake and take photo.. one of my fren ask me.. wat present my parents give me.. i answered.. birthday cake.. she said.. huh just like that.. for our family culture.. a birthday cake means a lot.. it means a lot to me too..i thank God for my family.. they are always there.. always uphold each other with love..

this cake. tiramisu coffee bought by my parents.. yummy..

my family photo

my siblings and me

when i come back again, is dy almost 11pm.. is time for me to pack for tomolo.. im going for mission trip to beruas with campus life crusade UKM for 2 weeks... this is my first time going there...wow.. im excited!!! i just want to say very sorry frens for i leave straight after my birthday and only back on 10 dec.. i wanted also to go out with u all, but after this trip ok??? this is the present i received today... got 3 books.. i like one of the book so much.. my favourite author.. hehe.. then i received CD from my cg member.. necklace from wai han, CD from mei mei,bookmark from UKM gang, bracelet by my brother,chocolate from mei may, box & beautiful clothe& stephanie CD from my beloved sister and also all cards from each and every of u.. not foggeting the touching video by all of u..thanks..i really appreciate it..

 conan cup clay by wai chi

this year birthday is very special to me.. is the first birthday starting with 2.. not only day.. i really feel so touched.. feel so loved with my family and frens around.. i have been receving sms from 12am to 12am the whole day.. i wonder.. who am i, GOD that u have blessed me with lovely ppl around that loves me, cares for me.. i wan to say thank you to all of you all for remembering my birthday and all ur present, love tat shower me.. i feel so honored to have know you all and so blessed to have u all in my life.. when i sms to thank them who has given me all these surprises, gifts... they reply me saying i worth it.. i feel so touch.. im just a nobody, u all make me somebody.. i dun worth it but u all make me worth while.. i love all of u al. this is the best birthday i ever celebrated.... may God bless all of u for u all have blessed me..MUACK!!

my last words as a teenager... bye:)

today is the last day of my teenage life.. saying goodbye to 1_ years old.. coming to 20 dy.. in fact, left around 35 minutes only:) this morning.. my sister, Mandy drive me,manda and eliza to the Mines for a chinese book fair.. i like books.. so is fun to go there..and i bought "teng jing shu" latest book.. i was so so so so happy.. more than words can tell.. this book is sponsored by eliza.. is quite expensive de lo.. thanks Eliza for the book and of cuz i requested her to sign on my precious book... then we continue to walk around.. my sisters bought somethings from there also.. and then.. our stomach command us to go makan.. so we go makan at Mr Ramen restaurant.. the food there is ok but the service is poor.. cut the whole long story short, my sister was very very angry and them and we cancel one of our food... this not so happy part can ignore.. hehe.. then we walk around the mines to shop.. my sisters are so happy to shop.. eliza and i just not the shopping type.. but i did try some clothes:P then eliza recommended me a clothe which is quite nice but very expensive.. just when i was thinking should i buy or not.. my beloved sister says she is paying for me as my bday present... o.. so touch.. so happy.. jie, u're the best.. my jie, she will always just make me feel so loved.. she knows wat is the best for me, she knows what i am thinking, she knows me just so well... i really love her too:)

we shop till 5pm.. hehe.. here, i would wanna thank Eliza for accompany me throughout the journey.. thanks for accompany me to spent my last day of teenage life today.. she is the only one who ask me today.. though she dunno chinese, dun like shopping, she willingly go to chinese book fair and shopping with me.. im so touched.. so blessed to have her in my life.. i appreciate each moment with her.. i will remember this outing together...:)

eliza and i at ramen shop

come back at 530pm, Rachel bring me to Baskin Robin, leisure mall to eat ICE-CREAM!! yummy.. so nice.. i like chocolate.. i like ice-cream.. is the most delicious and happy moment.. Rachel is my cg leader.. someone i look up to, someone i admire, someone i can trust on.. we have a good time chatting, spending time with each other.. i learn a lot from her.. on top of that, she has encourage me and affirm me through her words.. thanks Rachel... ok.. 7+pm.. eat dinner then is time to pack luggage to the mission trip.. excited and also quite nervous.. hehe.. do pray for me and my team as we minister to the ppl there.. pray for open heart and God's presence to be at the place.. thanks.. ur prayer and support i appreciate it..

EXAM OVER!!!!!!!!!!

Today.. finally… mark the day in history… *drums* my exam is over… I know.. it sounds exaggerating but im so so so happy that it is over.. I also dunno how I got through it for a MONTH!! Staying in hostel the whole day.. eat, sleep, study on bed.. no exercise, no tv, no entertain.. thank God for technology that is laptop and can watch movie and drama.. hehe.. thank God for neighbours.. when I need to release stress, just go out to opposite or neighbour’s room.. ok.. come back.. im so so happy that it is over.. then I happily pack all my things.. 1030am my mom and my brother god father came.. guess wat, my luggage and things and books too many that I barely can enter to the car…

Once come back, unload all things, I went to cheras plaza with esther to meet shean, theng and wan lin to SING K in Neway.. haha.. u see, we straight away release stress once after exam.. we sing from 12pm to 3pm… wow, u never know all of them are good singers.. very nice voice.. 3 hours of singing almost take my voice away..during the 3 hours, we sings a lot of songs.. of course la.. but we sing some of the weird, classic song.. very funny, but is so fun, fun, enjoy… can just dun care and sing our heart out.. and they dedicated 2 songs for me to tease me.. fine.. but I really enjoy the bonding, the time, the laughter, the singing.. I cant wait for the next outing.. hehe… oh.. not forgetting they curi-curi put present in my bag which I only notice it when I was at home.. I like the present very much, is a special bookmark for me..

this is five of us in room 4 neway... hehe

Coming back is very tired, then straight rush to um hospital… Back from hospital, finally im settle in my room.. starting to unpack my stuff.. so many..it took me an hour plus, then wash clothes clear room bath.. after all done, then is time to online dy hehe..