holiday last part...

after the chess competition... my ranking there.. not sure.. but at least not too bad and didn't memalukan the name of UKM.. i tried my best there.. sitting for so many hours just for one chess match...

before starting another match, relax and take photos..

these are the girls (mostly) representing UKM for Chess *all blues..except...the one wearing red:P

then i went to a Baptist Camp at Peace Haven acutally is to learn from Ps. Vic and Kelly as they are the speaker there... i enjoy the freezing cold weather there... nice view... just relax and spend time with them there.... coming back from the camp... i went to the night session of APYAC organized by Youth Alive Malaysia, youths coming from 17 diff nations gather together... for one mission... SPEAK TO THE NATION... if im not mistaken:P i bring along the secondary youths there for exploration... it is quite an inspiring conference.. which stir up the passion in me again.. we.. have to raise up as the 2nd genaration... to speak to the nation... on the 14th, i have the first gathering ever with my form 5 gang frens... finally, we have 齐人..wan see, lee miin, wei mun, eang bee, poh sze and me... is been such long time that we never gather as 6 of us... we went to play badminton...(there i learn squash from see & wei mun) then we chit chat.. went to Balakong Jusco... night we go eat porridge steamboat and celebrated Suet Fun's birthday.. the whole day is fun and i laugh throughout the whole trip...non stop... haha.. is just so fun...

posing before playing badminton:P

pizza hut lunch....

photo session in the car... only crazy ppl will do that:P

porridge steamboat with them...and celebrate suet fun's bday:)

On the 17th, is Vacation Bible School... i help up in the VBS at the music department... is been long time i haven been in children ministry also.. haha... really enjoy the simple form of worship:) today also i got my result... cant believe what i got.. all i can say is... God, thank you for your grace... and i give thanks for my result:) on the 19th, went to PGRM for the christmas drama organized by CCC with wai han.. Emily is the main actress... it is very nice.. i have to thumbs up for Emily's acting skills... then spending time with wai han.. on the 21st, i went out again with the form 5 gang...and also agnes since last week we really had fun, so we plan another gathering... we went to exercise again.. then makan... i was so touched... that at night all of them come to my hostel room, to help me clean up the room.. sweep the floor, mop.. wipe...help me to shift all my things up to my room which is 3rd floor... what i can say to have such a wonderful frens... then we take away kajang satay to eat and sent them home... that day we ate our dinner at 11pm.. due to my fault... feel guilty.. but really grateful to have them... night wan see and agnes staying over at my house..

us in sakae sushi....

on the 22nd, im officially starting my uni life.. but still in holiday mood... oh ya... forget to mention... my sister got the offer of Ph.D of her course.. really so happy for her.. she got what she wanted to do...hehe.. im so happy that wan see purposely accompany me in UKM... just for that 2 hours of lecture then together we go home.. on the 23rd, i went out with my pet bro, jun hsiang... just spending time eating and walking around.. basically is him accompanying me to buy things... hehe.. thank you for willingly to fetch me and acc me.. ta da... 24th... christmas eve... have dinner with family in In Touch TBC... really have a wonderful time there.... just spending it with family... nite time, wan see and huey yen staying overnight... on the 25th... Christmas day... a season of Love.... went to church for service together with them... then eat lunch with yen... is a good catch up with her since we long time haven take time to chat... on the 26th... our last church cleaning.. hehe... then went to wan see house.. im so privilege to have eaten her handmake pizza and cake.. delicious... very nice... then 7 something we have a small christmas celebration at Jin Shyan house... on the 28th... watch the movie 3d Avatar... superly nice... the graphic and so on.... i like the effect... and went to UPM... for a tour...

 29th... going back to UKM and officially staying there dy.... assignments which are soon to be pile up... endless homeworks to do... 30th... went to watch Alvin and the chipmunks... cute la them....

 ps.. i realise.. i have not been taking much photos for the dec events.. however... those memories with always be in my mind... i will remember the event, the place, the ppl... even without the photos:D

泪

眼泪就好像永不止的河流
我一想到，就哭了
眼泪就像不能控制一样
我没有那份的勇气
再承受那个痛
我不能。。

心碎了。。
我在坚持，因为不坚持，我会后悔一辈子
我不想放弃，因为我知道这对我有多么的重要
无论如何，我也会撑下去

holiday....part 3

aloha........... here i am... back to blogger world..... here im... at UM, KPS online and writing my holiday part 3.. am so tired.. because of chess competition.. take up too many brain juice:P anyway.. starting from last friday... 20th November... i went out with Eliza and wai han at first we dy plan to go out but.... low and behold, mom called and i have no choice... but to help my mom in certain things... so kesian the 2 girls waiting for me at ts... wasn't really late as i recall:P then we have "lunch" together.... dunno consider lunch or not because is 4 something dy... just spent time talking then walking around.. then weird conversation come out...

1. someone insists to go to pasar malam...so dun let me play bowling and watch movie
2. someone say bag too heavy, insists wan me to drive car
3. someone insists wan me to drive from home to pasar malam

then i keep wondering.. why so insists to go pasar malam if go pasar malam y need me to drive le.... bag too heavy is it an excuse.... anyway, when i reach home, i know the reason dy... cuz agnes sembunyi at my room and gives me surprise with two of them... then only i know the weird thing makes sense... they wan me faster go home cuz agnes waiting.. haha.. really a good surprise.. and so surprise... feel so touched that they try to make it before i go up to cruise.. then ar.. we literally go to have our dinner and also pasar malam and they stay overnight at my house..

在我房间里，为我准备的惊喜

eliza and me:)

we, the three sisters

21st november when we wake up... is dy super late.. hehe... need to rush for church cleaning... im so grateful that three of them.. willing to go and do church cleaning with me their act of service really makes me so sweet and touch... i mean...no many frens will really go all the way like this for my sake... then after tat makan lunch and sent them back... 我总是觉得很幸福...因为,身边的朋友让我觉得那么的特别 精心的策划...细心的安排...总是那么的体谅,体贴... 就是为了让我过一个快乐,幸福的21岁生日 我感恩, 感激生命有他们... 尤其, 明白我的处境...为我的付出... 因为,爱我... 所以, 陪我..就算是教堂的清洁工作... 有如此的朋友，夫伏何求... 我也真的很爱他们... 谢谢你, wai han, agnes, and eliza at 4pm something..i have one2 one session with my beloved Dd... is been long haven meet up with them... is really wonderful time to just do one2one with them and to chat with them at night.. it is the memorial night of my cousin's death for 1 year.. time really flies.. so fast.. a year dy... there... my uncle shared Zhe Yi's life... i was... touched.. though his life is short, i believe he indeed had blessed many ppl around him... do i miss him??of cuz.... somehow.. something will be stirring in my heart and tears will come out... those were the days we used to play together... and now...... i really miss him... there, i meet the other cousins also.. heard a lot of update... there are a lot of things human cant control... sad to hear those sad news... i cant help anything but i give my word.. that if she or him ever...need me.. as family.. i will give my help... 怀念.... 缅怀哲毅...他的离开... 虽然已过一年..但是, 想起他时, 还会有些的感触 他的离开, 确实是一个惋惜...但是, 可以看到上帝的带领在我们这个大家庭里.. 哲毅安息吧!!

这是我的堂弟，很有绅士风度的哦

22th november went to church...then preparing to Cruise... hehe... is been long that my family dont have family trip together dy lu.... and this trip is boarding: SUPERSTAR LIBRA Cruise... from: Port Klang - Pulau Phuket - Singapore - Port Klang duration: 5 days... 22/11 - 26/11 yup... i'll not be in malaysia on my birthday... im grateful... more than grateful that wan see.. my best friend, willing to come and accompany me to this trip... although she feels weird going with my family.. yet she willingly to come along also... im so happy, blessed to have her to go through my birthday with me... i didn't know the Digi man cannot cross overboard to other country de unlike Maxis.. so actually i was quite disappointed that on my birthday, i didn't receive other birthday msg after 120am of my birthday... however, i really grateful to have wan see around.. she makes me feel so special and accompany me through out.. hehe.. basically on cruise.. nothing much to do... just eat and sleep and watch '包青天'.. haha.. y watch that?? i also dunno.. somehow when we on tv, that's wat we watched.. and also lying there, enjoying the wind, the breeze, the stars and the moon.. so beautiful... and of cuz.. got show and others... and...............yeah.. i can finally enter to casino.. nothing to proud of... just.. im now officially 21 dy... a young adult... because with family and fren, i feel that im so blessed in this few days... oh ya ya ya ..... on my birthday, the crew of the cruise came and celebrated my bday:P 今年的21岁生日...过得很不一样... 因为, 人生第一次不在马来西亚度过... 因为, 人生第一次不在陆地度过... 因为, 人生第一次并没有收到朋友的短讯/电话 不过, 有家人和婉希的陪伴... 那么, 我已经很感恩了.... 已经很久没有一家人一起去旅行了...真的很期待，很兴奋... 还有谢谢你, 婉希... 就算是觉得很奇怪,很尴尬, 你还是愿意的抽空... 愿意的付这笔钱,上邮轮, 陪我这几天.. 我过得很愉快..很开心...很幸福...

希和我在terminal star cruise, port klang

cruise 里面的游泳池..

这是我们四个人睡的房间

从cruise角度, 看到这蛮特别的画面..真的是小巫见大巫...

this is manda, wan see and me at Pulau Phuket

在Pulau Phuket的街头艺人..一整天都不动的le..超厉害的...

我们看到处女座星号的船只...超豪华和漂亮的...

在新加坡的港口

这是我和希特地早起来看的日出..很美, 对吧?

coming back...on the 26th.... rest..... 27th november... im going out with my sisters, agnes and wai han... haha.. poor them.. keep asking me when i free then suddenly cruise plan on and they have to delay our going out... so happily go out with them in the morning to eat dim sum.... though they late for half an hour la:P then the night before, someone almost bao liao about surprise party.. then go to sing k lo...at red box... o.. then when i go in... i was surprised... to see others present.. haha.. ok another surprise from them... eliza la...ching sam la.. wei wei wei la.. mei wah la.. wai chi la... then hor.. sing till half way.... suddenly birthday song came in... with wan see holding the cake, wei mun and lee miin come into room 64... wor.....that lagi surprise.... i mean.... speechless...i mean good speechless... touching one de... the first complete birthday cake with candles le.... very surprise... then walk walk around ts... thanks ya fren who purposely come for my sake... thanks ya fren who cant come for some reasons.. i still feel touch.. 朋友们为我庆祝的生日... 除了向他们说声万分的谢谢...我真的不知道要说什么了 因为... 那么多人...特地聚集为了庆祝我的生日... 给了我惊喜...给了我感动....给了我那份爱... 有些朋友, 不能来的... 也不需要太自责..因为, 你们的心意,我收到了... 我真的很感恩... 上帝真的很眷顾我, 给了我那么多的真心朋友....

这是帮我庆祝的朋友们:)

28th november early in the morning.. eat breakfast with wan see... nothing special de breakfast.. but is her purposely cook de maggie mee as breakfast la.. then go to watch 'twilight saga new moon' is quite nice the show.. really a romantic movie... so good to watch with wan see.... hehe... then have to go UM to daftar for chess competition... all the way there.. just to daftar then can go back dy... then fetch wai han to pack her things... then youth group.... here i am today still playing chess in the Grand Asia Chess Competition (GACC)... i think part 4 of my holiday will be just chess competition and..... other outing:P pack and fulfilled holiday.... hehe... as for now...tada... and continue to enjoy my holiday....:D

plans of holiday part 2

I'm back from Kluang!!!!!!!! hehe.. have been busy after i come back so no time to update my blog.. yup... Kluang.. in Johor... i have been there 3 times dy... hehe.. cuz my spiritual parents is there :D this time we go there, is for retreat... o... i like retreat.. just so relax and refresh ourselves there.. unlike camp.. no rushing.. slow and easy.. yup on the 13 nov, we depart and reach there around 3 something or 4 something. cannot remember dy lu.. i enjoy sitting in rachel's car.. haha.... with my little meline... and we stayed at oasis covenant there.. last time i also stay there de:)

18 of us.. from Cheras to Kluang...

then we watched 2012... is very nice show... we sit the 2nd row in front of the cinema.. 2012 is really quite a nice show despite the noise of the little boy behind us... it makes me wonder... if the end of the world is now, will i run?? or will i just sit there and wait to die?? i dunno... but i was quite touched for the humanity character being shown there... can see some ppl selfish, saving their own lives only.. can see some ppl give up their own lives for the lives of others.. i remember in the bible, those who gives up their lives for my sake, will live... details of it, i will further elaborate:P then eat.. hehe.. basically kluang trip is eat... we eat the dry beef noodle, wet beef noodle, kluang railway coffee, pizza hut and etc.. all of the food.. is super............NICE.... hehe... though i dun fancy beef.. but this two beef noodle is quite nice de... the second day, we went to conquer Gunung Lambak.. i remember few years back, i climb up to the top before.. but is with blind folded, legs being tied, hands tied.. i mean each person in a team each has one 'defect'.. it is really a cool experience and take us around 4 hours to conquer that.. this time, with my youths... we conquer the hill in 3 hours.. of cuz... hiking is never easy but i do learn alot throughout the journey...

conquering Gunung Lambak

~hiking is like life.. u will have to walk alone... but there are times ppl will give u a hand to help u to go up, when ppl offer u the hand, u must trust him/her.. then with full strength, go up to the next level there are times, u need to hold the branches... which is things in life... u need to depend on mechanics.. like computer, IT gadgets and so on... in life, u need one another to reach to the top... u cant walk up to the top just u alone without friends and stuff to lean on... most of all, u need to depend on God in your every move.. u might not know where u are, u feel tired.. feel like giving up.. cant see where is the finishing line/the top... that's when u need God to refresh you and start trusting Him and leaning on Him.. when u reach the top, u will only spend a short period of time then u have to go down.. success will not last long.. success is not a destination but a journey/process.. when we are going through life, we need to be alert of our every step... alert of the surrounding, the marks..that will lead us safely... and ya... i got bitten by leech without me knowing at my foot.. the leech suck the blood until it was so full and decide to come out.. and my blood continue to bleed nonstop for another hour... sigh... my blood waste in vain:P this is the second time of the leech bite me and it seems... the same place.. not sure.. thanks to all my bro and sis take care of me and ensure the bleeding stop.. hehe..

the evidence of leech biting.. and thank God it stops bleeding :D

join the youth group in Agape Presbyterian Church... is good to meet some of the youths there and met back one of my friend there... then go to Agape Shelter Home.. there i met a girl named Mei San... very cute and sweet girl.. din manage to talk long with her... but i will continue to uphold her in prayer.. there, i realise how fortunate im.. how blessed im.. to have a family who loves me, who provides and everything i will not be lacking.. Thank You God for all this....

all these are shelter home children and us :)

praying for mei san

o ya.. at Pizza Hut, i celebrated my 21st birthday for the 3rd time.. this celebration is quite meaningful as my spiritual parents is around... and is quite 'surprise' for me la.. i feel so loved by my church youths and esp my spiritual parents.. for the cake, for the gift and esp... the love and prayer they can every give to me... i believe in prayer of blessings.. im so honored that my spiritual parents prayed for me.. for my 21st birthday... a gateway to enter adult hood...

me and baby Gianna celebrating our birthday.. can u imagine... 19 years apart..

my spiritual parents prayed for me...

basically that is my kluang trip.. im able to refresh myself.. regenerate after the stressful exam.. able to spend more time with my youths and get to know them better.. able to spent time with my spiritual parents:) then 16 nov i thot i can be at home to clean up my room, but........... i have to go to office to help mom and then to do passport.. im going to Pulau Phuket on the 22nd of nov to 26th nov on cruise.. is a family trip... that means... im celebrating my 21st actual day on cruise... not in kl :) im happy to have family and wan see to celebrate with me:D 17th nov, went out with agnes and han... but half way, being called by mom to come back office to help her in something... nothing significant but just enjoy spending time together...with the sushi and steak...:) feel so loved by them... in many ways of they blessing me in my life... thanks for willingly acc me back office:)

thanks for everything :)

18th nov.... finally.......finally... im home.... home the whole day.. haha... so after my usual habit... i start to clean my room.. wipe, clean, sweep and mop... take out all the things and put it back...rearrange... wow.. is really tiring...but satisfying.... after a long day... still... i left the wardrobe haven clean yet... and also the fan and toilet.. next time only clean ba:P haha... my flu and cough got worsen due to the dust.... o.... i dun wan to get sick.... i really like my room now..

my present... few years back... and i still keep it... hehe...

19th nov... going out with wan see and agnes to celebrate wei mun's birthday today din really goes well as mom suddenly ask me back to office to do something.. i really have to thank wei mun, wan see and agnes for understanding and really so love me... they purposely go back office, waited for me to finish mom's things... sorry ya wei mun that u cant eat ur sushi buffet... sorry ya wan see for u all the way to one U and purposely come back sorry ya agnes that things does not goes as it should be... guilty guilty guilty... somemore they have to assured me... pai seh la... after that 6 something fetched agnes back dy... we are on our way to full house... at 牛车水..dunno where is it.. we got lost.. and finally i called pastor noah.. and he saved our lives and petrol:P Rupa-rupanya i went there before.. a bit za dao.. that i dunno that is actually 牛车水... and full house is not really what we expected to be.... but did spent some moments there:)

the birthday girl.. sorry.. a bit blur...

three of us at full house there...

wahaha.... tomolo going out.. again.. and sat... and sun im on cruise dy..... will update the part 3 very very soon.. till then... see ya...

declaring holiday!!!!!!

hahahahaha.... im now in holiday dy!!!!!! forgetting the fact that i dun really know how to do last paper.. forgetting that how come is so hard.... forgetting the exam..... result.. just leave it till december only worry.. haha haha.. here im for holiday... which i waited super long..... im so happy... once come out of exam, i literally feel the relief in me... finally.... then my coursemates...13 of us is going to stay overnight at my house... attendies: theng, shean, qin yi, en wan, grace, sharon, wan lin, esther, siew chee, kelly, lee yin, lee fan and me... our plan: a) pasar malam b) look up point c) home d) LCCT e) eat breakfast f) home sweet home i feel this time, though not everyone can make it but majority:D is so fun to celebrate after exam with them... we have 4 cars driving back to my house, and i lead the way.. so yeng... a bit like u know getting married those 'brothers' car.. haha.. thanks to shean, theng and qin yi for driving... then we go pasar malam... just to makan and makan and makan... of cuz.. did buy something also.. sweaty but is fun... then around 10pm, we go to look up point.... not forgetting on the way we stop by CC a while.. for someone erm hem.. haha.. then to look up point.. i believed everyone like the view there.. haha.. and we able to see Petronas Twins Tower getting dimmed..

the nice KL view

my drinks

some photo sessions...

night view..with them.. though cant see the view behind..

there, i have my first celebration of 21st birthday... is a surprise.. thanks ya my coursemates!!!!! so sweet of u all still remember.. even is weeks ahead.. theng and me 21st birthday celebration

theng and me with 2 cheese cakes...

group photos....

we took quite a few photos and enjoying the night view there till 12++..... then head to my house.... because of 13 of us.. we take turns to bath... thank God for our house have 3 bathrooms to bath.. then at the same time, we talk and chatting...resting... when everyone finish bathing.. is dy 2something in the morning... then is pillow talk... the part which i enjoy the most... din talk long and much... haha..because everyone is quite tired after the exam.. and also.... shean is driving sharon to LCCT...with me, en wan, theng and kelly in the car... need to mention here... shean is so yeng lo... so sporty... to drive there and able to reach there on time for sharon.. really look up to her.. 超帅的haha..

this is cool cool shean just wake up from 1 hour sleep

it is my very first time so early acc friends to LCCT de le... then we reach back home at 630am... o...truly is tired.. but is fun!!! then continue talking till i sleep.. and 9am.. wake up dy.. sending off some of them back to ukm... then left some of us to eat breakfast...

our breakfast

and everyone depart to their various destination...

bye bye....

hehe.. quite nice to spent the night and day with all you psykids... i really have much fun....hope we have more PT to come ya.... and i ly sleep at 2pm... for few hours to recharge myself... and here im online... yeah!!!! wat a celebration to end exam.. 超爽的... tomolo 10am im going to Kluang, Johor for a camp..... and coming back on the 15th!!!!