FRIENDS FOREVER!!!

i always thankful to the Almighty God for giving me so many good and best frens in my life.. im so grateful for each of them.. recently everyone(all the ex form 6 students) was busy filling up their 8 choices in the local university application form, so do i.. i feel very confused of what to put as my choice as what university should i choose. in this moment, my frens will called me up and chat with me.. at least someone i can talk to and discuss my choice too.. i called up my best fren and my close frens.. wai han, wan see, wan yee and yuen yan.and also huey yen, ying ling etc..... it is just so nice to chat with them..knowing that i have someone to back me up, who willingly sacrifice their time to listen to me..thank you so much my frens!!! i love you all so much.. i hope our friendship will really until forever....muack!

new puppy!!!

about a week ago, we realise that one of my dogs, lucky went missing.. we suspect someone kidnap him away. actually, is my grandma who aware of his missing. as you all know, i dun like dog.. in fact, i am scared of them.. i have been chased by dogs when i was young.. so, i have dog phobia.. even when i shifted to new house, i have 3 dogs. lucky is the first one we have..quite small brown color. they say is chiwawa.. another one is female dog, call Jojo and another huge white dog name ah woo.. why is ah woo? i also dunno. i think have to ask my grandma. for almost a year, i hardly.. very hardly touch them.. and they barked at me all time as though I'm a stranger..now they are smarter, and they know that I'm their master so they dun bark at me already(finally....) losing lucky bring a sense of lose to my family, so, three days ago, my dad bring back 2 new puppy.. one is call lucky.. hehe.. replace back the one we lost.. another one my brother choose to name him 'xiao hei' meaning blacky.. next time let u see the photos.. for they are super cute..now i played with them.. because they are just so nice to be touched.. very fury and very comfortable when u hugged them.. so, do i still have dog phobia? yup!! no doubt..

EFCM conference

During the school holiday, i have attended a conference which is held on the 14th-16th of mac at PJ.The main speaker is Rev Edmund Chan who is well known for his mentor ship.indeed i really learn a lot, a lot from him.. it is like a fresh water to quench my thirst..

One of the topic is how to turn trials to triumph. there are only 5 keys as he said.

1. face - face the reality in life (struggles/ afflictions)
2. know - know the comfort of God and His mercies
3. want - want the will of God
4. do - trust God no matter what
5. hold fast to - hold fast the promise of God

often when we face problem, the first thing we do is to react it.. actually we should respond to the problem and not react to it. i recalled one phrase he said, pain is irritable but misery is optional.It is by choice on how we face the problem. Art of prayer, art of surrender.. when problems come, the last thing we do is pray.. most of the time we try to do something more "practical" as we said. from the topic, i realise the most practical thing to do is prayer. if we really believe God can do all things possible, we should rely on Him, trusting Him that He will brings us through the problem. we all need trials to set us free, draw us closer to God and use us more for His purpose...In our darkest days, God does His deepest works. that's why endure hardship and be grateful to God for He is mercy.

Another topic is on soul fatigue. sometimes along Christian walk with God, we'll feel dry and mundane. how to overcome it? it is as simple as ABC.

A - acknowledge

(find a quite place, access your life, spend time with God and rested in God)

B - believe the truth

C - commit to a fresh walk with God

God loves us as we are.. just be real to God. and let our hearts be prepared..

evangelistic hard?? it is actually very simple...PDA

P - Personal revival

D - Devine appointment

A - Active obedience

lastly, i learned... it is not the truth that transform life, it is the TRUTH APPLIED that transform life. so it is time for me to applied the truth and live a obedient life to Him..

STPM result

yup, i have taken my result. is 1A for PA, 2B+ for math and physics, 1B for bio and 1B- for chem.. CGPA 3.42..without counting chemistry..Praise the Lord.. im 100%sure,without God i cant make it.. of cuz not forgetting my fellow classmates and teachers.. my classmates all did very good..im thankful that i have all of them.. to encourage each other and really strive the best together. no selfishness.. and teachers of our class. really pull us to the best that we can. all the homeworks and the extra class.. a big applause to them!! haha.. sure enough never regret taking 5 subjects.. and it shows i really like physics more than bio.. maybe enginnering? someone said that cos my math and physics is ok.. this coming 10 days is very crucial for me to fill in my uni application.. my course i wan?? not sure.. i might really considering psychology. i believe if this is God's will, He will open door for it.. for it is written that He will grant us the desire of our hearts.. so i claim this promises by faith..so, pray for me too..that i surrender my result to God, let Him do the job.. let His will be done..

my spiritual dad and mom

im so blessed to have a spiritual parents that is pastor victor and pastor kelly.. God has been gracious to me tat im able to meet both of them. i still can recall when i was form 1, im just a nobody, hardly speak a sentence of english, low self esteem gal.. they are the one who keep affirm me that im special and i do not need to do anything to earn their love.. they already love me for who im.. they patiently teach me bout the bible and christianity.. they even taught me lessons, morals in life.. they help me brush up my english.. i really thankful to them.. i am who i am today partly because of them.. i just wanna to take this opportunity to honor them and to tell them i love them very much.. 

this is pastor victor,isnt he handsome?

today im helping them in WIDE 101 training in Midah lutheran church.. i feel more than honor to help them.. they believe in me when i dun even believe myself that i can.. they are training

me to serve in God's kingdom..though i have attended this training, yet this time come in as a facilitator, truly i have another new experience.. then after that, we have dinner together in Tesco Midah.. indeed, it is a beautiful moment spending time with them again.. though i hardly see them nowadays, yet i feel that the time gap nor the distance gap have pull us far away.. instead i feel it pulls us closer to each other.. we chat and we share bout my future. even now im at the crossroad of my life, they affirm me with biblical context..they help me to analyse.. they are not only my spiritual parents but also play a role as a guide, mentor.. they really impacted my life which i cant thank them enough for it.. these memories of together with them will i keep it in heart and i'll really treasure it..i love u, pastor vic and pastor kelly.. thanks for taking the efforts to take care of me, to love me, to nourish me, ensuring me that i grow in the Lord, thanks for following me up...

this is pastor kelly,my spiritual mom 

STPM result coming out!!

tomolo is the STPM result coming out!! wow.. time really flies.. 3 months has just passed like this.. still can recall nov, we are still struggling to sit the paper and now result is out.. feeling nervous.. but really, surrender it to God.. nothing can be done.. God knows the best for me... so, i thank You, God for going thru STPM with me. Whatever result i get, i give glory to You, for i know without You, God, i cant make it to STPM... thank you God..

did i ever mention bout my wonderful classmate form 6?? Kensett class.. i really like this class.. and it is the best in the world.. i feel so blessed and honored to be one of them.. within the one and half year studying form 6,without their support and love, i dun think i can pull up till the end.. in this class, all of us strive hard to achieve the best in STPM.. we help each other and there is no selfishness between us.. we encourage, we comfort.. there is no rumours between us.. no bad stabbing.. we live in peace, harmony and love.. i thank God for this class..

dad and mom, i love u

this post is dedicated for my parents.. dad and mom, i love you..

my parents are the best parents in this world.. they give the best for me.. everything from things to education, they give me the best they can.. they be the best they can for me.. dad, thanks for loving mom and really show me wat does faithfulness and commitment.. mom, thanks for loving dad and show me wat is respecting one another and yet, respect dad as the head of the family.. as i said earlier, my parents always busy and seldom at home.. but when we are in need, they will be the first to come. i recalled that i always go back home during school hours due to migraine. when everytime i call, no matter where they are, wat they are doing, they will still come and fetch me back home without any complain.. this is the commitment they had as parents. they dun have their timetable for we as children always mess up their plan.. last tues, i woke up late.. too tired till i cant hear the alarm. out of no choice, i asked dad to fetch.. dad suppose to fetch mom for a meeting. yet because of me, they took all the trouble to fetch me to school. u see.. even i bring trouble to them yet they still help me in various ways.. thanks dad and mom..

a lot of things i would like to thank them for.. too long too much.. my parents are not perfect but i know they tried they best.. my dad only buy for us the best if not he will said wait.. he hopes to give us the best.. i love you dad mom.. thanks for loving me..i pray and ask that God will continue to give u strength in watever that u do, i pray for protection and journey mercy in wherever u go, i pray for good health through the rest of ur life..amen!

i salute teacher

currently im working as a primary school teacher. ever since young, i really salute teacher for their passion and patience.. my primary school teachers really good, they take care of me and make me feel so loved.. now, being a teacher, i know it is so hard to be a teacher.. personally i think i failed to be a good teacher.. these two weeks, i feel so down and emotional.. i feel so tired of teaching..i feel that i cant be a good teacher.. i wonder did i lay a good foundation for them.. this week when i mark their exam papers.. finally, i und how teacher feel.. i feel so sad for the failed students. i wished i can help them.. some is hardwoking but still haven master the skill.. some is lazy which make me so angry.. they dun even try but just leave the exam paper blank. of cuz failed la.. yesterday there's a accident happen in school during my pj lesson.. i was so scare in the sense dunno wat to do.. the student's parent come.. i thank God for my teacher.. oh ya, in davidson, i met back 2 of my primary school teachers.. one is cikgu lee and cikgu loh. cikgu lee helps me settle this case and help me analyse the whole accident. i admit is my fault that i din really take k of the class.. i have been down for this 2 weeks, so when this accident come across, i broke down and i start crying.. cikgu lee brought me to a place where nobody there and she comforts me and give me advice.. i feel relieved after crying.. thanks teacher.. thank you so much for being there and help me.. teacher even tell jokes so that i can fully stop crying and laugh again.. after that, i continue my lesson.. i cant thank the teacher enough.. but i will remember this incident forever in heart..
in a nutshell, being a teacher is not easy.. teacher really treat the students as their kids.. and to this i give a standing honor to all teachers.. thanks for teaching us not only knowledge but values in life.

a call from UK, a touch forever

the other day i was quite down. i was very tired of teaching. feel that teacher is a heavy responsibilities.. cant handle the children sometimes.. i scare im not able to teach them well and din lay a good foundation for them.. then, result is coming out soon and i've no idea what course that i wan to put in as my 8 choices.. is blank.. i feel so helpless and clueless..so i went online and when i online, i saw joanne.. joanne always someone that can make me pour out my heart too.. but at that time she is busy, so it is ok for me.. but after an hour later, my phone rang.. it was her.. calling all the way.. from UK... i was indeed so super touch.. she purposely call to see how am i..she discuss wat course that i might choose and gave me lots of advice.. she encourage me and comfort me.. wat can i say to have this such good frens except counting myself so blessed indeed so blessed to have her in my life.. thank you Joanne...