going out-spending quality time-inertia

today is specially for wai han.. so i shall named it after her.. haha.. today we both went out to times square...we have a mission to do..is just so nice spending quality time together.. professing our love thru the 5 languages of love..but then in the between i have to follow parents to the typing company cuz there are some problem ocuring..so wai han have to accompany me.. sigh.. sad to say, the real world is so ugly.. finally we settle the thing.. then wai han and i go shop, try clothes, bag, and even shoes.. i just feel so happy going out with her.. a meaningful day...

lately, i discover something.. do u know our human behaviour is actually also following the law of inertia.. wat is inertia?Inertia is the resistance an object has to a change in its state of motion.we. human also like that.. when we are in the comfort zone, we dun wan to change.. when we always sit that place, we will never wan to change.. even apply to couple,i come across one case, they said they dun have love between them but they still together because they are used to be together.. inertia.. when we are in our gang, we wont like to go and approach others or add ppl in cuz we are used to it..in our christian walk, we have this inertia law too.. we are comfort in watever condition we are now.so, we dun wan to evangelize or multiply.. but, we are commanded to get out of our comfort zone, because when we are in comfort zone, we tend to reply on ourselves and not God.. only we are in a new position, new area, out of comfort zone, only we will put our focus on God.when we learn to rely on GOD, that's where we can boast about His glory and not us.. so, is time to get out of comfort zone!!!

SUNWAY LAGOON here we come!!

today we, the girl secondary cell group, all together 15 of us went to conquer the sunway lagoon!!!after 12 years, im here to step foot at sunway lagoon..early in the morning, 915am mei mei come and pick me up then pick up eunice, deniece and jenny..then we meet up with andrea's car at connaught highway there.. at 1030am, we reached there... after all the changing, at 11am we start of our journey..first we go dry park.. tell u the truth, today i broke the record in my life.. first time play the pirate ship and the roller coaster..so scary.. when i was in there, i did scream.. but most of the time is too scared till no sound out.. but is a nice experience.. then we go walk thru the suspension bridge..the view is so so nice.. but for me, is so blur.. i didn't wear spectacle the whole journey, so the whole day im blur.. at 2pm, we rest and eat our lunch.. the food there is super expensive.. after recharging, we heading to the wet park.. is just so fun being wet.. most of all, is a time of bonding.. really spent quality time with all of them.. mostly all of our love language is quality time.. hehe.. so, do u all feel love?? i really enjoyed this outing.. thanks to andrea organizing it.. thanks to kah heng for getting all the discount.. thanks to mei mei and andrea for fetching us there.. thanks to andrea, mei mei, deniece, eunice, ly ern, zhi lim, sow fun, lilian,jenny, xin wei, sow ling, jennifer, mei teng, mei san for giving me this experience...

第三届海外华文书市

today i went to this book fest at KL conventional centre.. went there with my brother then meet up with yoon ming. this is my first time going there, i really like to go all this book fest..got a lot of book to read and is a great experience.. the entrance fee is RM2 and and is free for the students below 18.. when i entered it, wow.. so big, so many books!! so happy.. at the end, after i look around, finally i found the book that i want.. it is written by 藤井树。i like all his book de.. this is the newest book he wrote..i have all the collection of his books.. i like the way he describe something.. very beautiful.. very nice... i like to code his words too.. today, i really feel so happy having the chance to be there, besides im able to spend time with my brother and yoon ming.. going around and having lunch... today is an enjoyable day!!!! looking forward to tomorrow to sunway lagoon with my cell group members!!!!

my primary school fren are getting married!!

a couple of weeks ago, my primary school fren called me up and told me that she is getting married!! i was so surprise.. then second thought was how old am i?? haha.. last night we have a gathering at leisure mall, wong kok restaurant, 730pm... then my fren come and give us the wedding card to invite us to attend her wedding dinner.. it will be held on 20th june at serdang there.. cant believe that my fren at my age is getting married.. is a good opportunity to gather al of us after 8 years.. then we update ourselves..we chat.. stacks of memories just flashed back.. when we compare last time and now, we will be like how come we are like this last time.. innocent and naive.. haha.. now all of us have grown up and all become pretty or handsome.. after 8 years we still can gather, is so amazing.. all the best, my frens!! in pursue our dreams...GAMBATE!!!

happy teachers' day!

today is the first time in my whole entire life that i celebrate teachers' day as a teacher.. today also mark a significant day for today is my last day of teaching!!! cant wait to just rest and not work.. actually i have been counting the days ever since early of may.. however, when time comes, i just start to have the feeling of not wanting to go.. i really miss them..

this morning, when i entered the staff room, wow.. is all packed by the students that come in just to give the teachers present.. a lot of them.. and when i reach my table.. i saw a lot of present on it too.. is really a lot.. o.. so sweet of them and make me so touch.. then we have teachers' day celebration at the school hall till 10am.. after that, the students from 6J,6K wants me to go their classes... i went and they give me a surprise.. we took pictures, eating the cake.. and they pass me the present.. again, they asked.. can i dun leave..sad question.. but yes im leaving..but.. i will visit them again.. im sure.. to keep in touch with them.. they are a bunch of good students whom i really treasure in my heart.. there are a few of them just linger around me today..asking me a lot of question.. i really feel so touch.. the cards they wrote, almost brought tears to my eyes..i dun think im a good teacher, as far as i think.. but they said im the best teacher for them.. wat an honor.. however, there's a time for everything.. is time to say bye bye to davidson school, all my students. i will definately miss u all and all the memories will i kept in my heart forever.. i love u all..

this are all the presents...i used 4 big plastic bags just to contain all of these..thanks for all the presents... i like it and i really feel so touched..

Narnia-Prince Caspian

i watched Narnia yesterday with my church frens at midvalley, time 630pm.. some ask me, how is it? i couldnt answer but just put up my thumb.. it is so nice to watch..there is so many things we can learn from it.. most of times i reflect the character on myself, and i feel so true...

the first one, prince Caspian has to work with the narnians during his very down moments. it is applied to us.. we are forced to work with others when we are very down.. if not, we thought we can handle it ourselves when we cant..so is good that we go thru down moments..
next, in the beginning when Peter leads the Narnian to fight in the castle, they shouted for Narnia and they lost.. the following battle, they realise that it is for Aslan they are fighting not because of the kingdom.. it is true in our life.. sometimes we always do something for church, for our loved ones.. we forgot.. act we are doing it because of our Lord Jesus.. He commands us to love...Because of Him, we love...
then, another scene where Ice Queen trying to temp prince Caspian and Peter to just give one drop of blood and she claims that she can help them but Edward give no consideration to that and straight break the ice.. there are times when we are at our darkest time, we cant feel God.. we are helpless, we try to grab hold anything that comes our way, when Satan come and offer help, we feel tempted.. like the Satan said, just a drop of blood, just a little things.. but Edward who go thru the pain of being cheated, he knows we cant even give in a little bit.. sometimes when we made mistake, then only we know how bad the consequenses and we wont allow anything like this ever happen again..
besides, the part where Lucy are very sure that she saw Aslan. and when finally she convince Peter that sometimes we need to find God.. she goes through all the danger, by alone, having such faith that she will be able to find Aslan..at the end, when she met Aslan, Aslan asked her wat takes her so long.her answer was, she was quite afraid for she is the only one who claims to see him.. i forgot the exact phrase they use but i felt so much when i heard they say.. sometimes we just dun dare to find God of wat ppl say.. we freek out.. but is act God wants us to find Him and have faith in Him.. He never fails us..
they are so many which we can learn and reflect in our life.. i really salute C.S.Lewis for really put bible value in such a creative way.. ppl, if u haven watch, u should go and watch!!!

四川地震512

天灾无情，人间有情。。最近，很多事情发生。尤其是在中国和缅甸，一个地震，一个风暴就夺去上万人的生命。每天，当我读有关报道时，眼泪总在我的眼睛打滚着。从这两件天灾事件，我看到了我们其实也能在不分种族，不分国籍的情况下，伸出援手！在中国7。8级地震后，许多人都自愿到现场帮忙，或捐钱，或给予精神上的支持。我看到这些报道，感触很深。我很庆幸我生长在马来西亚，一个没有天灾，和平的国家。虽然有时我们对国家有怨言，但我们也要学会感恩。我在报章上读到两个新闻让我真的很感动。第一，有个老师为了保护他身下的学生，牺牲了自己。当救护人员发现那些学生时，看见那位伟大的老师正用身体为他们挡着跌下来的建筑物。一条人命换取4条人命。第二，有位母亲也是一样为了保护自己的婴儿就用血肉之躯挡了那些坠落的建筑。在那生还的婴儿里，找到了一个手机，里头写着，孩子，如果你还活着，记得妈妈爱你！好感人。母爱是多么的伟大。有多少的人丧失了亲人，有多少的人靠着微弱的呼吸在死亡的边缘挣扎着。
我觉得我应该要爱惜身边的一切。别在执着，生命掌握在上帝的手中。我们能做到的是把握每一天，珍惜一切。一切怀着感恩的心。别以为明天在等着你。在这，我也为全部灾民哀掉.当情绪布满我的心，连言语也无法畅通的表达。除了难过，还是难过。放开吧！这就是人生。

mixed feelings

today after school i went to visit my student again with my teacher, teacher loh.. he is still in coma.. today is the 5th day he's in coma.. but today he is getting better as his mom claims that he can give respond to the surroundings.. he is able to move his body, his hands and legs, even tears come out when his mom talked to him just that he still haven wake up.. we're praying hard that he can wake up asap but God knows when is the best timing.. in the book of Ecclesiastes, Solomom the wisest man wrote.. there is a time for everything.. so we surrender to God and ask for His grace and mercy to be upon this boy that he can wake up in a due time.. today i enter his class to teach pj.. the atmosphere is diff.. during the lesson, one of the student said that without him is no fun and the whole class miss him so much.. God, i pray that u will make him wake up with Your almighty power and Your perfect time..

after the visitation, my feelings cant help but feel down.. then my best fren wan see sms me and ask me whether wan to go out since today she is holiday, without work.. she came in at the right time.. is been a long time i never see her.. and truly i miss her.. 

she purposely fetch me from my dad office to leisure mall.. we had a great time in secret recipe.. with 2 cakes, we chatted quite long.. just like last time, we always chat and have never ended conversations.. we talked about how we are lately, since both of us are teaching in primary school now, we shared our thots and feelings being a teacher.. haha.. we just have a good time of laughing.. is just so strange, though we had been long time never meet yet when we meet, as though we just met yesterday, still so close... i enjoy her company.. it means a lot to me esp that time.. she had cheered me.. she always had the ability to influence my feelings. haha.. we have known each other for 8 years.. i treasure her and i really appreciate her as my best fren.. wan see, thank you so much for taking the effort to come and spend time with me.. it indeed cheer my day and lift my spirit. i really thank God for you and i hope our frenship will really last till forever because i dun wan to lose u.. my best fren, my pal.. thx.. love u lots..

to my moms.... i love you

yesterday is mothers' day!! is a day to appreciate mom.. well, im blessed that i have two moms whom i salute in my entire life.. that is my mom who give birth to me and take care of my physical and also emotional needs.. another one is pastor kelly, my spiritual mom whom take care of my spiritual and emotional needs.. im really thankful to God that in His wisdom brought this two wonderful mom in my life..

today my youth is organizing a mothers' day celebration at church 2pm.. a high tea for moms... i invited my mom of cuz.. actually ever since young, i respect my mom and i really salute her..but there's always a sense of gap between..my mom is the tough one.. always stand up if there is a mistreat.. she is always there to protect us and voice up on behalf of us..she is very independent.. i dun remember i ever see her cry.. for me, she is just so tough and independent.. she hide her tiredness, feelings because she has to support this family and us.. mom, i really salute u.. u do the best and really excel in every way u do.. from family, cooking, business, even to politic.. because of my mom's tough character, i feel hard to communicate to her.. i can talk easily to everyone and to tell my love to everyone but in front of my mom, words just so hard to be utter out.. today during the youth day, i thank pastor noah for giving the opportunity for us to personally thank my mom.. i took the courage and really thank her for all that she has done for me and the endless love she has given to me. without doubt, i cried like no other business when i utter the first word.. i guess this is the best present we can give to our beloved mom.. and we siblings had prepare a power point slide for her..hehe..mom, im thankful for u and i love u..

to my spiritual mom, pastor kelly.. she is now in Kluang.. how i wish she is here and i could celebrate with her too.. i called her up.. pastor kelly, thank you for willing to take care of me and really guided me thru the years.. like a mom, u have love me for who i am and really lead me in the ways of God.. u help me grow in the Lord.. u have encourage me and build my confident when i had low self esteem.. u are a role model for me to follow.. there are so much for me to write about wat she has done in my life.. so much till i think a whole rim of paper would not be enough..im thankful.. really.. i look up to u.u've make an great impact in my life.. tat could change my life from worst till good... i give u my honor..i love u..

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!! I LOVE YOU MOM.. YOU ALL ARE GREAT WONDER TO ME...

unpredictable

on thursday morning, around 1030am, a shocking news in my school which im teaching now.. one of the student fell down from 3rd floor to 2nd floor.. according to other students, he was performing some stunts along the stairs there... low and behold, he accidentally feel down..is this wat actually happen? i really dunno.. but this is wat i heard.. after he fell, all the other students were shocked and start to freek up.. teachers all come and help.. then our PK Hem and 2 other male teachers carried him and sent him to HUKM.. he is only standard 6 this year.. he has been in coma ever since he fell down till now.. his classmates all cried that day.. all the teachers are very worried of him..the atmosphere is quite down..i, being his pj teacher.. i feel so sorry of what is happening.. feel so helpless that i couldnt help anything..i feel so down too..i went to visit him just now, he still in ICU... all i can do is pray for him.. asking for God's grace and His healing hands to be upon him. i believe God's hand is never too short and everything happen for a purpose..so, right now, God i commit him unto Your hand and may you take care of him and perform miracle.. for God you are Jehovah Rapha the Lord our healer.. in You, we always trust.. in Jesus name i pray and ask, Amen..

it is so unpredictable.. it is so sudden.. is like the second before, he is still talking, laughing with his friends but the next second, accident happen.. i feel most of the times we take things, we take time, we take people for granted.. we assume that we still have plenty of time.. when actually we cant hold our future.. this incident really brought much thoughts to me.. i really wonder.. the meaning of life.. life is so weak yet so strong.. i have learnt to treasure people around me, those things around me.. not to take for granted..i might not be around for the next second.. but for this second im living, im thankful to God for wat i have, wat i am.. i think we should stop being too stubborn of the little things we hold on.. when u know time is short, or the person might not be around soon, the argument or the quarrel seem so small, so not important after all.. really.. treasure the time u have and live life to the fullest for God..

sick, migraine, mc leave

this morning i woke up 2am.. actually is not woke up, is pain till being forced to wake up..i feel so pain at the head yet i din have the conscience to know wat happen.. the only thing i know is to go to my parents room and knock.. it seems so normal to do so.. when my dad open the door, i dunno y, but my heart just feel the peace and feel secure.. then my mom asked me to rest in their room.. just because of i knocked the door, they had to wake up to see how am i, prepare the med and water then take my booster for me to sleep in their room.. hehe.. i recalled wat my sister said, she said when we are sick, we'll be sent to the ICU.. that is located in my parents room where my parents will take k of us.. thru the night, i din sleep well.. i keep mumbling, crying for it is so pain.. twice i stood up and went to vomit.. it is so suffering, to vomit when there is nothing. every time i stood up and walked to the toilet, my parents will automatically wake up and to see how am i.. i just feel so loved.. really loved...my parents, my security, i know no matter wat happen, no matter how trouble it is, they will always be there.. I'm sorry dad and mom, because of me, u both dun have a good nite sleep yesterday.. I'm thankful, really thankful to my parents.. they sacrifice their time, their sleep just for me yet not a complain word utter from their mouth.. they do it out of love...i feel so touched.. of cuz due to the pain and dizzy, plus flu, cough, sore throat... i took a leave.. mc... that's y im so free to blog now..

migraine.. most of my frens who know me well or quite some time.. they wil know how is it like.. i started to have migraine when i was standard 4, it became serious when i was form 1.. but God is gracious and merciful, He walked me through the years and He never leave me alone..now, i have less migraine compared to the past years.. when i have migraine, first, i cant see for there is a light spot on my sight.. then, i will start to have the pain.. the pain is terrible.. it is like a drum beating in my head non stop.. to cure it, i have to at least sleep the whole day and to force myself vomit twice.. everytime when i have to vomit, i feel so reluctant to do so yet i have no choice.. is just so pain.. then it will be better after all these things... it is a terrible pain but it makes me find God...i thank God for this that He show Himself real to me...

my dad, my superhero...

today is my dad birthday!! so four of us, we plan to give him a surprise by doing the power point to him.. everyone do their own slides then only we combined.. before we come up with this idea, we almost crack our head just to think wat to do or wat to buy for daddy... we thot of buying fish for him since he like fishes a lot.. but we're trying to save money now so is kinda not practical to do so.. then we thot of cleaning up his room today.. however time clashes, since my sisters and bro having something to do plus i have meeting also.. so cant do...in a nutshell, we said we'll make this powerpoint for him.. each of us really put in the very best to do it.. from the pictures, the words to the sound.. it really took us at least 2 hours.. my dad's love language is act of service and word.. so we decide this for his day.. when we look through the years.. the photos that flashed up, really blessed my heart and almost make me cry..

My dad, My superhero..

Daddy, Happy birthday!!
Dad, thanks for everything! You are a role model to me whom I look up to in my whole life. With you around, I always feel secure. You are the one who shaped me for who I am. I thank God for you in my life and I ask for His blessings to cover you all your life. Dad, I wish you always happy, healthy and be prosperous. Dad, you’re forever my dad, my superhero. I love you forever!

Dad, I’m grateful for you are my dad. Through all the years, you have love us without failed and bring us up. Thanks for bringing Jesus into my life. Sorry for the times I make you worried and broke your heart. Thanks for trusting me and believing me that I can fly high. Thanks for affirming me that I am always the beautiful ones at your sight.. I love you daddy and I appreciate you..
to my dad, i salute you!!!