today when i woke up is already................11am.. o... o.. i guess today i need to sleep early as in now.... today i meet up with sook leng and siew wah... haha.. one is my ex wife and another my daughter.. haha.. play play for fun..
i meet them up in sungai wang.. from there we shop.. walk around and buy new year clothes.. manage to buy what i like.. 2 tshirt, one jacket( not sure whether it is called that way), 1 short pants and 1 jeans.. hehe.. within my budget.. so happy.. in the between, we went to madam wong to eat lunch.. i treasure this frenship.. though long time no see.. but just feel close when meet up and update each other with recent news.. a big thanks to both of them in helping me to choose and buy things.. u know me de la.. whatever also can.. no main idea what to do or buy.. they help me to choose, help me to check.. really make me feel so loved.. hehe, i feel loved when i dun need to make decision:P wat to do, im a phlegmatic..
of cuz.. when i mean that.. i feel loved when i dun need to make decision but the person can make decision according to my type.. hmm.. is it hard to understand??anyway, this time shopping i din feel tired o.(u know la.. im not good in shopping.. i will only buy what i want then go back de la..)maybe is good to walk with them.. hehe.. next year drag them to buy clothes with me also. haha..
night time.. today i show my dad something which i cant solve... dunno how to take the thing out.. being my hero... my dad somehow solve the thing.. he use his own way to settle it..i really feel so loved and so protected under my dad's wings... my dad seems to know everything.. even when he dont, he wont pretend he knows it.. he will try to find out the answer.. His attitude is my role model.. i really salute my dad.. really look up to him.. his humbleness.. his love for us and my mom of cuz.. he always put our things in heart.. though he din say it, he show it through his action..i like to talk to my dad.. he always give good advice.. he helps me to see things in another view.. he is very detailed in everything.. im who im because i have the best daddy.. he showed me the real world in the same time to keep child like faith.. if my earthly daddy is that good, so love me what more my daddy in heaven.. He will gives much more to His children:)
i really want to thank my parents here.. dad and mom.. ( i dun think they will read my blog)anyway...
dad and mom,
thank you for providing everything to me.. u give me the best that u can.. thank you for so loving me.. thank you for seeing me the most precious and most beautiful one... thank you for supporting in whatever do.. if not because of u, i wont be able to do what i am doing now.. u give me freedom that i can go and explore to the world.. u give me financial support that i can go to many camps and even mission trip.. u give me a chance to perform myself that i built my confidence.. u give me protection that i know im protected..u give me shelter that i know in any situation i can always turn to u.. thank you for believing me that i can.. sorry for the times i just wan to do my own things that i ignore u... sorry for the times that i grumble and complain that u have no time for me while u actually earning money for our usage.. and when actually i din spent much time with u also.. sorry for the time that i din stand on ur side.. how much u want our support just like how much i need ur support too... thank you for all these years u have raised me up according to the word of God.. i believe in the days to come, there will still be a lot of misunderstanding.. but anyhow, i love u so much dad and mom... nothing will seperate this relationship...im proud to be ur daughter..
with love, melia
The world is so big yet there is not even a place for me to drop my thoughts and feelings. Feelings come and go, good and bad, both will I treasure because it is a part of life and a growing process.
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