Monday, October 24, 2011

sorry....

a post to say sorry..
sorry to the people around me..family n friends..
i realized i have been showing sour face most of the times recently
i realized i have been complaining most of the things recently
i realized i have been showing bad attitude, unkind words and expression..
i realized i have been too busy to spend time n talk to u all recently..
sorry..

i regretted everytime i reacted.. yes.. i react n not response..
i apologize for all these.. i know and i repent and i promise to change..
but when the next time come, i cant help it but again reacted..
sigh...
am i too stress? or am i once again blaming it to stress..
*take a deep breath* this is what i commonly do recently..
So many things happen..so many things to do..
not enough sleep, not enough rest..
i feel that i cant cope it already.. already at the peak of my stressness..
that's y i couldnt afford to take in extra stimulus to my emotion..
I know at the end, it is my problem..

Sorry and im truly sorry..to most of you who have been hurt by me..
though i know most of you wont see this post.. yet i just feel.. i should apologize..
Thank you for understanding and bearing with me..
I cant ask for more and thanks for loving me still..

ok.. back to assignments..
*take a deep breath and reflect*

Psalm 73:26 --> My flesh and my heart fail;

But God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.


Psalm 46:10 --> Be still, and know that He is God.

4 comments:

Deniece said...

MMMmmm.. Find time.. to rest.. :) all work and no play makes a jake a dull boy~ xp just a "proverb".. haha..

Take some time to rest~ to be yourself.. to do the things you like.. Just for a little while.. Most importantly rest in the Lord.. He will give you strength again!

Don't give up on anything k! Especially not on yourself.. you can do it! gambate!!!

iamenwan said...

Sorry doesn't play a role when there's no changes occur at the end. So, don't say sorry larh!

If you feel sorry to them, give yourself a deep deep breath and stop pressuring yourself. Stop thinking on what you did to them but instead think about getting yourself back to the normal you. Take a good rest and look seriously to your stress level lehh..

Gambateh neh Melia!!

Lai Tee @ Grace said...

support Deniece's comment
rest & relax :)

Anonymous said...

Thx Deniece n thx Lai Tee for supporting it..

Deniece, thx for taking the lead nowadays..it means a lot to me and i think God really has His timing..He just know..dont He? yup..im resting and doing wat i like now though is 2am..hehe.. thx for the encouragement..will work towards the goal in front..

Enwan.. yup is true but at least i believe saying sorry is a good start of changing things:)i have voice up reasons of things which now make things much easier and they can und my feelings more..
n stress level cant be reduced but i can learn to manage it(hehe..sound like a psychologist??:P)

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