vomiting is one thing that i really phobia..
recalled the ten years of migraine..
every time migraine need to force myself to throw up..
the feelings is so san fu and cant be described...
i hate it when i had to do so.. but if i don't i cant recover from it..
yesterday.. not feeling well..keep wanting to vomit..
the feelings of that came back and im scared, dun like it at all..
this morning got physiology exam, with the feelings of vomiting and in and out toilet, i managed to study finish...
standing there in the toilet, i tried..to vomit..force myself...
and i just dun dare most of the time to vomit..
only the 3rd time.. finally... then only feel better and can study...
i suspected yesterday food not clean...
normally during this time.. i will manja...
feeling of insecure and san fu mixed.. and i just want ppl to sayang and pamper me...
so.. thanks for being there and giving the care u can when i asked...
how i wish... a hug was given...
emo?? prob.. i just wan someone to sayang...
The world is so big yet there is not even a place for me to drop my thoughts and feelings. Feelings come and go, good and bad, both will I treasure because it is a part of life and a growing process.
Tuesday, April 20, 2010
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可怜的朋友,生病还要考试。
加油,你是最坚强的哦!
好好照顾自己=)
谢谢你哦。。。生病要读书是痛苦的。。
你也要好好照顾自己哦。。
take care....oo...tmr still gt a paper....jia u.....
生病要读书考试真的很痛苦!
希望你早日康复噢!
好好照顾你自己...
加油! \(^_^)/
mei wen:thanks.. yup.. still got one paper.. faster study and jia you!!
kae wen:thanks ya.. all the best in your exam also.. u too ar take care and then can go back home lo..gambate!!
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