a love message by my beloved daddy

for those who has meet up with my dad, the first impression will be.... your dad very fierce..din smile de... haha.. my dad's face looks serious.. and he is a serious person when he is working... he did the best in whatever he does... but he is a humorous man.. i will laugh when he crack the humor.. not the lame jokes:P i like to talk to my dad about all sorts of things.. in front of my dad, i will be a little why girl.. why like that de... why like this de... i just enjoy to talk to him.. everytime, he will have most of the answers.. unlikely he will say he dunno.. my dad, the concept man... but when he really dunno, he will ask.. i admire his humbleness.. i rarely have time to talk to him.. as he is busy most of the time... so, sometimes i will wait for him to eat dinner... or.. just purposely wait him come back just for few minutes of talk... im closer to my dad... but though i like to talk to him, we never communicate in letters and hardly i mean hardly through sms as well.. my dad hardly express how he has loved us, how much he pours out for this family.. the most my dad type is just take k..daddy loves u.. i mean for this msg my dad sent i will keep it till now and still feel touched dy... 

 yesterday....my dad sms me..the longest msg daddy ever type for me.. 

  "Melia, i feel very proud of u for scoring the highest mark & getting awarded this wednesday but very sorry i cant attend. hope u can keep at the top & looking for the best then i can attend the next awarding day. i believe u can do that. daddy always backing & support u." 

 ok.. i want to cry liao.... ever since i can remember.. parents never come to witness those award i have taken.. normally i will take back and they will say congrats and the trophy put it aside.. i always feel... sad and disappoint.. because.. family is there while my frens..their whole family will be there to see her take the trophy... i understand my parents are busy... but feelings..cant be controlled... coming to UKM, i have taken the first time in my life, being awarded academically... i never was the top student.. i mean my parents never put pressure on us whether to score or not also...so i just do what i can and that's the best result lo... today...taking the trophy and awarded for being the top student.. friends will be there to see me take and to receive dad's msg... im so happy and very happy.................seems like no regret in life dy...:)