exam.. exam...exam...

counting down.....

tomorrow is the third paper.. after this week.. 4 more to go...
what is my feelings??
a lot.. mixed... as i read my friend's blog.. tired..
indeed... until a certain point...
i ask myself... what is the motivation to continue to study..
i find it so hard to study for this exam...
a lot of things occurring in my mind...
maybe one of the thing which i enjoy the most except watching movie in hostel..
is listening to the typing sound when im writing this blog...
long time i din type something dy.... esp writing blog...

i feel this is the toughest exam i ever take because im facing my own Giant...
what is wrong with me?? that i cant study...
but in the same time, it did brought me closer and closer to God..
because it is Him that im depending on...
because i can only rely on Him now...
He is the only one i can turn to ....
thank God for my fellow friends for your msg and calls...
that really makes a lot of difference....
*dad gonna kill me for my phone bill... but talking through phone is the fastest way for me to pick up my emotion and study again...*

is time to get back into books and continue to fight fight fight....
which i know that i have the end of the victory in Christ Jesus...

listening to praise and worship songs... reading David Livingstone story in exploring to the Afrika and how he has go through for the sake of gospel and depending on God....
From what he has done, the people in Afrika sees a Christian as ...
~Christian is someone who live according to God's promises and be someone of trustworthy despite all the challenges and suffering.~
Am i qualified to be in this definition?? i hope...my aim..

~ Proverbs 3:5 = Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding.
~ Proverbs 3:6 = Remember the Lord in all you do and he will give you success.