saturday 22/8/09 + my funeral

i log in and i log out..
the next day...
i log in and i log out...

i wanted to write a new post..
but just couldn't find the right mood to write
or...
couldn't find the time..
i dun like to rush my time in writing blog..

so, since today i so guai din do other things except study,
i shall reward myself in writing my blog as my only entertainment..

i shall write about saturday...
22/8/08

it is a busy saturday i would say..
going to ko-ko class which actually the lecturer said canceled but resume back
i still remember last week i was so happy that it was over..but...
is ok.. this is really the last time..

then, i go to midvalley.. the first time ever i drive there..
normally ppl fetch or take ktm..
together with me, Esther and Sue Yee
i was in front of midvalley but i couldn't find the entrance into the car park
so i suddenly go the wrong way and seeing midvalley getting further from me
panic?? yes.. scare?? yes.. but what can i do but to calm down
and see which way i know and U turn..
finally after turning here and there.. we find back the road and drop Sue Yee..
heading to midvalley... but i miss the turning and end up in the highway..
i was like... sigh... so near yet so far..
thank God that He gives me good common sense and that i found the way...
finally park my car in midvalley... at least i feel... finally i reach here...
bought a present there and then on the way home

reach home then go to church cleaning.
after church cleaning, buy grocery then go home
then go out again to fetch my Dd to park just to jog then go home again
at night went to youth cg then go home.
hmm... one day, i went in and out of my house for 4 times..
tired... is the only word to describe.. but.. enjoy every process except the journey to midvalley

during the youth group, Pastor Noah today preach about
LIVE LIFE TODAY AS IF YOU ARE DYING TOMORROW
i think this is not the first time i ever heard of this topic..
i remember seeing this phrase in one of the book i read
TODAY IS THE BEST PRESENT (GIFT)
so live life to the fullness today...

i have been asked many times...
when u die, what u wan ppl to remember u??
i think and think...
i wish people will remember me as...

• someone who loves God
• a friend that will go all the way for them
• a good friend, good sister, good daughter
• maybe my big eyes.. haha
  
• ME!!!

Ps Noah ask us.. since this is what u want, are u there yet??
hmm.. i hope i'm really on the way to reach my goal
as in ppl will view me as this....

i often think.. i wish i can see my own funeral...
i wish i can hear wat ppl say about me..
so, i already told my sister,
how my funeral conducted, all my frens letter to me must put into the coffin with me,
my sister must share during my funeral, must inform so and so to come if i pass away and etc..

will my funeral be alot of ppl?? i wonder..
will my frens all come for me??
will they cry badly???
maybe i shall ask God to give me a chance to attend my own funeral..
i wish i have done something in my life that ppl will be happy to know me in their life
i wish before i die, i have bless ppl around me and impact someone life

when u come to this world, the people around u rejoices while u cry
when u go back to heaven, the people around u cries while u rejoice...

something like that.. dun really remember the exact phrase..
this is my wish...hehe.. i think i wish too much for my funeral dy...
at least, i hope no one will be happy when i die...
haha...
because this is my wishes.. so therefore, i live my life now according to achieve wat i wish at the end of my life.

~TO BE CONTINUED~