this morning is my uncle's funeral service.. i stayed over at senawang yesterday night. didn't really sleep well.. i miss my uncle.. everyone seems ok, but actually we are just holding our emotions.. when we started to sing hymn songs, when we see uncle's face for the last time, we cried non stop.. those memories with my uncle flashed back.. indeed, my uncle is a joy giver, always talk truth and theories to us.. always crack jokes.. when we were still young, he will fetch us to the shop nearby to buy some games for us during chinese new year.. ah.. those were the times.. today, i saw my dad drop tears.. up to now, i raraly.. hardly see my dad cry.. i think the first time was when my youngest uncle passed away and now my eldest uncle.. he must be very sad for losing two brothers.. both uncles passed away due to liver disease.. my dad also have some liver problem.. i really pray.. praying hard for my dad that he will have good healthy body.. it is so heart breaking to see my dad cry.. my grandparents were very sad.. my heart was filled with grief...death is so real.. just a week, my uncle was hospitalized then suddenly it became critical.. just a week.. none of us were prepared.. just a week, he is gone..
family members all came.. sending their condolences and support to the family.. is like a family gathering.. we hardly see each other.. unless is wedding or funeral or chinese new year.. this is chinese culture.. as i mentioned in the previous post.. to all ppl.. to all my frens and church members, thank you and thank you for all ur msgs and calls.. it meant a lot to me.. though less words were spoken, yet the warmth, the care penetrate into my heart.. that's the best and biggest support u all give it to me.. i believe i will be alright soon.. so, bear with me and walk through this time with me. thanks
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