sick, migraine, mc leave

this morning i woke up 2am.. actually is not woke up, is pain till being forced to wake up..i feel so pain at the head yet i din have the conscience to know wat happen.. the only thing i know is to go to my parents room and knock.. it seems so normal to do so.. when my dad open the door, i dunno y, but my heart just feel the peace and feel secure.. then my mom asked me to rest in their room.. just because of i knocked the door, they had to wake up to see how am i, prepare the med and water then take my booster for me to sleep in their room.. hehe.. i recalled wat my sister said, she said when we are sick, we'll be sent to the ICU.. that is located in my parents room where my parents will take k of us.. thru the night, i din sleep well.. i keep mumbling, crying for it is so pain.. twice i stood up and went to vomit.. it is so suffering, to vomit when there is nothing. every time i stood up and walked to the toilet, my parents will automatically wake up and to see how am i.. i just feel so loved.. really loved...my parents, my security, i know no matter wat happen, no matter how trouble it is, they will always be there.. I'm sorry dad and mom, because of me, u both dun have a good nite sleep yesterday.. I'm thankful, really thankful to my parents.. they sacrifice their time, their sleep just for me yet not a complain word utter from their mouth.. they do it out of love...i feel so touched.. of cuz due to the pain and dizzy, plus flu, cough, sore throat... i took a leave.. mc... that's y im so free to blog now..

migraine.. most of my frens who know me well or quite some time.. they wil know how is it like.. i started to have migraine when i was standard 4, it became serious when i was form 1.. but God is gracious and merciful, He walked me through the years and He never leave me alone..now, i have less migraine compared to the past years.. when i have migraine, first, i cant see for there is a light spot on my sight.. then, i will start to have the pain.. the pain is terrible.. it is like a drum beating in my head non stop.. to cure it, i have to at least sleep the whole day and to force myself vomit twice.. everytime when i have to vomit, i feel so reluctant to do so yet i have no choice.. is just so pain.. then it will be better after all these things... it is a terrible pain but it makes me find God...i thank God for this that He show Himself real to me...